dangerous woman ~ harry and ariana (1)

27. he would and he wouldn't

Harry looked at Mac trying his best not to immediately throw him out of his house.

"I want to apologise, I'm so incredibly sorry for everything that happened yesterday. Ariana I'm so sorry that I left, i wish I never did. And Harry, I'm sorry for everything I said to you. You were so nice letting me stay here and I'm also so sorry for punching you."

Harry was shocked and he knew Ariana was too.

Ariana stood up and said: "Mac, I'm still angry, but I know you didn't mean it, you're a good human."

Harry was even more shocked that Ariana forgave Mac so easily. But if Ariana forgave him, he would do the same.

"Yeah, it's okay, I hope you're not mad about the whole kissing thing." Harry immediately regretted saying that. What if Mac didn't remember about the kiss? But lucky for him, Mac seemed to remember and smiled at him.

"But," Ariana said, "do you still want us to leave today?"

Harry shrugged, he knew he wanted Ariana to stay but only her. But that wasn't possible.

And so he asked them to leave.

As he was looking at Ariana packing her stuff he couldn't help but admire her beauty. He quickly took a picture. Ariana saw it and quickly posed for the picture.

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Snapchat

@HarryStyles:

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Right before they all left Harry and Ariana had a moment where they hugged and whispered things to each other.

"I love you Ari, I'm going to miss you. Please text me or call me when you get home."

"I will. I love you more. Sorry for what happened."

When they were all gone he started crying. Everything was so messed up.

So it was time for music.

Harry had written a couple of songs. He had:

-sign of the times
-sweet creature
-kiwi
-ever since New York

He started a song called woman. But he couldn't focus. All he could think about was Areiana and the situation with Mac. He wished Ariana wasn't dating Mac, if she wasn't he probably would've already asked her on a date but now he couldn't do that.

He wrote some stuff anyway.

I'm selfish, I know
But I don't ever want to see you with him
I'm selfish, I know
I told you, but I know you never listen

It sounded pretty cool so he went to a studio to record some things and ended up finishing the whole song.

He sighed, another song only about Ariana.

His feelings for Ariana only became stronger and he didn't know how to deal with them. Seeing Ariana made him fall in love more but not seeing her was a nightmare.

Harry left the studio that day feeling exhausted. The whole drama with Mac and then singing about his feelings was draining.

Before Harry went to bed he decided to quickly check his social media, since he wanted to see if Ariana had posted anything. And she had indeed.

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Snapchat

@ArianaGrande:

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Harry grinned because of the filter Ariana used but he also felt sad because Mac was with her and would be with her and he wouldn't.