Future AU. more like a diary.
12 APRIL 20XX ,
You look really beautiful in that wedding dress. The pink dress perfectly fit through your slim body. The way you smile and laugh reminds me how happy you are. The moment we spent together since high school and my feeling towards you could never been forgotten.
--------Flashback (High School )---------
I've known you when we were in a elementary school. You'll always notice me and talk to me while others barely remember me. Since that day, whenever i'm with you I've never felt lonely. Your laugh and character make everyone around you feel comfortable. Several years had pass, I've started to developed some feeling towards you. I kept it secret from you because I was afraid that it would destroy our friendship. We are not in the same club but you always hanging around at the gym whenever you had free time. Sometimes you help Coach to create strategies to win the next game.
I've decided to tell you about my feeling if we won at the Winter Cup game, but it was to late for me to do so.
"(F/N) I-i want to-"..
"Tetsuya-kun, thank you." You said while hanging your head down."Thank You for bringing back Akashi-kun . Thank you." Tears could be seen in your eyes. I've never knew that you was his lover and I thought that you only was his friends. I could do nothing but hug her.
"(F/N) , y-you don't have to thank me." Tears came down even though I tried to hold it in. We finally regain our composure and back to ourselves.
"So Tetsuya-kun, what did you want to talk about?."
"Owh, it was nothing. I already forgot about it." I smiled to hide my heartache.
"hurmmm, tell me if you remember it". After the Winter Cup, I rarely see you hanging around with us. Akashi always pick you up after school. It was kinda lonely without you around.
It was in a mid autumn, I found you sitting alone at the park. I was shocked to see you crying. You told me that you were having a fight with Akashi because of the misunderstanding. Whenever you are crying, feeling sad and blue, a part of me was happy and hoping that you will leave him and I will be able to be with you again. But I just brushed it off knowing that it could never be true.
"(F/N) , don't worry. Everything would be okay. Akashi will understand that you. He's not dumb anyway." I smiled to her. "and i'll always be beside you to cheer you up."
"Thank You Tetsuya-kun." she said while still sobbing.
---------- End of Flashback --------
I prayed every night that this day would never come. I may be selfish but knowing that the girl that I've love will spend her entire life with someone else, hurt me a lot. When the music starts you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him. The wedding dress that she's wearing will be perfectly matched with Akashi but not me. It suppose to be me standing beside her. Taking vow to spend our lives together that i've been dreaming of.
Sometimes I feel that I really hated you so much knowing that you never knew how I felt about you. I also wished you would be unhappy with him. Now I have no more tears left to cry.Whenever I'm by myself I talk to you like you're here just to make my heart feel at ease . It was my fault to begin with. I never had the courage to tell you my feeling. I felt so restless every night and maybe I've known all along this would happen. I close my eyes and dream where you'll become mine and not his. In my dream I wished that you'll leave him and come to me.
The time was come, the preparations was completed. Akashi was waiting for his soon to be wife. The music starts, she slowly walked besides her father towards Akashi. In my mind, i was keep yelling at her telling her please don't take his hand he comes to you. You should be my lady and I've been waiting for you to look at me now but you never did. I prayed every night that this day would never come.
The vow between you and Akashi had been made. That moment I knew that I should gave up on you. You already belong to someone. Please be happy with him so that I could forget about you. Please forget how miserable I looked whenever I see you because it's going to be unbearably hard for me to live for a long while to come.
It's enough for me because I've been living with the lies for too long. I kept telling you that I'm okay even though I'm not okay. Yet you always look at me and smile that telling me that everything would be fine.
"Congratulations you two." I smiled.
"Thank You Tetsuya-kun/Tetsuya." Both of them said and left.
Seeing you happy besides him makes me happy even though that person wasn't me. Everything was over for me. The ring that I supposed to give to you could never be place to your finger. I hope that we will always stay friends not more than that.
Thank you for all years we've spend . Did you remember the day you cried while thanking me? That day was the day I supposed to tell you my feeling but it couldn't be reached. I just want to tel you for the last time that I LOVE YOU .
THE END
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Updated 9/11/15 (5.31 p.m)
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