Don't leave me alone

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/// okay then let's get right into the depression then shall we? ///

As Izuku is standing on roof top of the infected apartment he notices how quiet it is

Izuku: wh- wh- wh- what the hell? Why can't I hear the screaming? why is it gone?

He tries to concentrate on anything in his head but there's nothing there at all

Izuku: how is this poss- ( heh of course. When I need the biggest possible distraction to think far away from EVERYTHING ) it's gone

Just then Alex lands on the building

Alex: what the hell where you thinking!?

Izuku just puts his head down

Alex: well!!? Answer me!!

Izuku starts to cry

Izuku: i-i don't know dad

This knocks Alex out of his rage and into some realization

Alex: I'm sorry Izuku it's just one moment the mission was going to be over and the next I was forced to fight my son for next to no reason

Izuku: I'm sorry I couldn't do anything to prevent more damage

Alex takes a step back

Alex: I think it's best for you to stay in your until I can do some damage control

Izuku nods his head and walks away to his room without anyone noticing him and sits on his on bed just trying to think what happened? Do he grabs his phone and looks up the news and of course the first comes up is what he did and the reports titled it: Son of Alex Mercer tries to kill a U.A. Student for no reason. As he watches what he did what he used and how he acted he can't believe it at all so he plops his head into his pillow and just thinks

Izuku: I'm worthless, weak, pathetic... Deku

Izuku then gets up and has the idea I'm at least going to make this easier for Tsu so he then records one song and just to make him feel better sing a song for just him


/// Timeskip to tommorow ///

Izuku hasn't been sleeping for about 4 days now as he checks the time it's 2 PM and he walks to his window the window he never acknowledged until now he grabs his guitar and a recording of a song then he moves to the window opening it up and having flashes of memories of tsu appear in his mind

Izuku then breaks down a little and cry's but quickly tubs his eyes and stops to then jump out of the window as he jumps out he air dashes away and runs on top of the buildings to not be noticed and after a while he makes to tsuyu's neighborhood and finds a post to jump on top of to be right in front of tsu's house but just then he could hear a van driving through and checks to see what van and it's a news van so he morphs into a basic armor to not be noticed and sits on the post to then start to play a song /// in japanese ///

Izuku sings the song with so much despair and since his guitar can handle his strength it plays much more louder so it attracts the news van to stop, tsu to get out of her house and some of the other people in neighborhood to check who's singing and they see an infected playing a guitar while singing and who's also crying as he finishes up he stands and reaches inside his body to pull his recorder and he throws to tsu's house but he under shots and hits a wall that is in front of her house and so the news caster grabs it and has the cameraman play to then have Izuku jump away as he leaves with a shockwave the cameraman miss clicks a button and it starts playing /// in japanese as since most songs have been in english ///

/// Timeskip with Izuku back at the apartment ///

Izuku comes from the window closes it and puts his guitar down then lays on his bed

Izuku: I hope that at least did something for Tsu ( come on try to at least have some confidence )

Izuku gets out of bed and heads out of his room to walk around the apartment and heads to Dana's room as he came to the door he noticed the door was open slightly

Izuku's thoughts: it better not be what I think it is

He listens closely and hears Dana and Alex and one of them is crying

Izuku's thoughts: huh?

He opens the door just to barely see and he can see his father Alex Mercer crying and Dana comforting him

Alex: Why does this happen to me!? Everything was going fine! But like always life just finds a way of fucking me over!! And it's all my fault!

Dana: Alex you can't seriously think that!

Alex: it's always my fault! How our mother abused us! How we were abandoned!! How gentek just used me and turned my corpse into in infected!! Even Inko!!!

That was the final breaking point and he just hunches over and cry's louder and with so much more pain

As Izuku watched his father the most strongest man he looks up to is now a broken man just makes Izuku worse and he walks back to his room

/// Phew God damn I was really getting into my feelings at the end but umm that's going to be it and sorry this took longer then expected I was just sleeping like a lot but umm prepared for a lot of timeskip's for the next chapter like a lot but I do hope you enjoyed this chapter and stay safe ///

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