honey / namgi

🍯chapter fifteen🍯

Chapter Fifteen
Confession

(Going to be a long one buckle up)

Yoongi smiled as he met Namjoon on the corner like the text specified. The day had gone like dust considering it was winter. Taehyung was staying with one of Yoongi's friends — Jung Hoseok — whilst Yoongi prepared for his date.

"I'm glad I didn't turn this down," Yoongi said, sighing contently. He quickly took Namjoon's hand into his. "Let's go?"

Unlike Namjoon's offer they weren't going out to eat. Instead, they were out in town and wondering around, mainly admiring architecture as they both had an eye for it but were willing to spend some money. Yoongi hadn't brought himself anything in years and he needed a new pair of glasses.

"I'm more surprised that you like me actually..." Yoongi said, swinging their arms back and forth as they walked.

"Really? Why?"

Yoongi sighed. "No one really wants to you know go out with someone who's got a kid and has already been divorced before thirty." Namjoon nodded.

"No one really wants to see a trans who's asexual either." Yoongi's eyes widened.

"Wow... Well done, never noticed..." Namjoon giggled shyly at the compliment.

The two sat on a bench, Yoongi leaning his head against Namjoon's shoulders as snowflakes dropped down delicately. Their noses and cheeks turned soft pink at being exposed but somehow it was a warm feeling. It could've been their coats or just the temperature getting a little bit too nippy but they both — without words exchanged — felt that the only reason they felt that way was because they were with each other. And gosh did they know it was cheesy, yet they had no care in the world.

"I... I should tell you more about my past..." Namjoon whispered, causing Yoongi to pick up his head.

"Only if you're ready Joon, it's not important at the moment."

"I wanna..." Yoongi nodded and let the younger continue. "I've been trans since I was about seventeen... With all my relationships they've either left me because I didn't want sex or they weren't looking for someone like me. It's not the fact that I used to be a girl that I'm asexual I just, don't enjoy the thought of having something- I shouldn't be saying this this is a very public place." Namjoon looked around.

"Bub no one's here, they're all at home, it's Boxing Day." Namjoon flushed red and tucked his embarrassed face and heart into his jacket.

"O-oh... I must've gotten my dates mixed up," Namjoon said.

"Carry on."

"I can't remember what I was saying hyung..." Yoongi looked up and stuck out his tongue in thought, a habit Namjoon couldn't wait to get used to.

"Aish I can't remember either... Well, it's late anyways Namu; let's get going? Tae is at Hobi's house and I've got hot chocolate powder. Speaking of my house, do you wanna maybe stay?" Namjoon nodded with a bright smile.

The boys huddled together on the sofa. Sure it was the first date but they were already pretty comfortable with each other beforehand (Namjoon had already met Yoongi's parents for petes sake).

"So hypothetically... If we were to marry or date after this... You'd still be fine with my whole-." Namjoon flailed his wrist around in a circular motion. "-you know, thing?" Yoongi laughed and wrapped his arms around the younger's neck, pulling him down so the latter was atop of him.

"You're fine with Taehyung, it's only fair. And besides, sex isn't everything Namjoon. It's only a form of intimacy, not love. And with you being trans? I don't care, I'm bi anyways." Yoongi said, peppering kisses all over Namjoon's face.

"A bit fast don't you think?"

"If you're uncomfortable tell me, right now I'm more infatuated with showing you all the love you deserve."

"Y-Yah! There's no need for that!" Yoongi pouted as the younger sat up.

"My kisses..." Namjoon playfully rolled his eyes and slowly kissed each one of Yoongi's knuckles. "You missed..."

"How'd I miss?" Namjoon said, fully confused. Yoongi smiled innocently and tapped his cheek. Namjoon flushed red and stuttered random vowels.

"I'm joking bub, only if your read-." Yoongi was cut off by quick pressure on his lips. Now it was his turn to stutter.

"You missed as well, thankfully I've got good aim."

Soon after that the two were cuddled up in Yoongi's bed, the heater making a rattling sound as they stared at each other in pure love.

Namjoon adjusted himself before speaking. "You know the brain takes four minutes to fall in love?"

Yoongi mimicked the younger's adjustments and smiled. "Why is that of importance?" Namjoon sighed contently.

"I need to visit some local scientists... I think I broke the record."

"Oh yeah? By how much?" Yoongi challenged.

The room stayed silent for a couple seconds; the heater and cars outside the only sound. The flat no longer jumped with joy like it did when it was newly made, the wood had dried sickly and barely any heat came from the room but Yoongi had too many great memories in those walls. Taehyung's first... first everything really. And the first time he had really fallen in love.

"By four minutes."

Just a couple more chapters my babies