Chapter 9- What do I do?

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Jackson's POV
I cannot believe she actually kicked me out of her room! I know that Harmony is going through a lot of stress but I don't know how much more of these mixed feelings and outbreaks of her emotions I can take. I have my own feelings too and sometimes it feels like she doesn't take the time to also care for mine. I love her so much and if she showed me the slightest bit of feelings past friends with benefits I would tell her, she's my best friend that I want... No, NEED to be more than just that with.

Harmony's POV
Grayson? why is Grayson at my door? I thought he barely even noticed me yet how does he know which room is even mine... Stalker

"Hello Sapphire... or is it Harmony now? I can never keep up with all these damn name changes you do" He said glaring

"Grayson. What do you want" I demanded more than asked

"I want you Harmony, you've been running from me all these years and now you're an Alpha and apparently a princess? You're my mate, you need to be with me." He said slightly stepping in past the door into my suite.

"Grayson, I know that bitch Britney left you and now you're desperate. That does not mean i'm coming back to a cheating liar" I replied backing away with his steps

"Harmony, listen to yourself, you know you still love me and want the chance to get back together, if you didn't you would've denied our bond by now! I know our wolves have been talking and that they crave each other." He took a few more steps toward me

"Grayson if you don't stop walking towards me i'm going to call my Beta and have you escorted out of this castle... or better yet i'll do it myself" and with that he took one more big step closing the gap between us and bringing me into his arms. I tried to fight it but all my troubles just melted away and I felt warm? safe? maybe.

"We both know that you don't want me to leave, you want me to stay right here." He whispered into my ear

I couldn't deny that, I didn't want him to leave. I wanted these feelings to stay and I wanted to just have him hold me for the rest of time but I know it's not an option, unless it is? unless I can forgive and forget and we both can move past our mistake.

"And i'm not desperate by the way, I have she-wolfs lining up to be the next in line to be my Luna, but I want you" he whispered again sending shivers down my spine. With that let me go and walked out of my suite closing the door behind him.

I felt cold and alone like I was before, I already miss him and I know I shouldn't. How do I deal with this when I know he's bad and has hurt me greatly before. I think I understand now why my wolf wanted me to deny our bond so badly, because now this just became a whole lot more complicated....

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