Chapter 10- Emotionally drained

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Grayson's POV
I just made all of that up. I feel horrible for lying but I just love and miss her so much I had to tell her there were line-ups of girls waiting for me or else she would think Im pathetic. The truth is there used to be line ups of women but I've gone through them all, I've burnt all of my bridges and unfortunately there's no one left but that's when I found her again! And she'd be the most powerful Luna!
This has to be a sign from the gods or something, it's a complete miracle that I have even gotten to hold her again. The feelings of our mate bond flowing throughout our hug just had all my troubles melting away and i'm already craving to grab her again. What am I supposed to do? and how do I get past that damn pet Jackson that she has? I know he has feelings for her. I guess i'm lucky I got to her first before he admitted them.

Jackson's POV
I was sitting in my room after Harm yelled at me just contemplating on why I've never told her my true feelings when I heard someone knock at her door across the hall. I peeked out my doors peep hole and saw none other than Grayson?! Standing there, I watched as Harm opened the door and as they spoke he grabbed her? no... he hugged her? and she accepted it.... Then as fast as it started he just walked out and closed the door behind him.
I don't know how to feel, is she going to go back to him? I can't be just the beta again I've always loved her and it pained me seeing her with HIM. I need to do something about this, I don't know what but I need to figure it out fast.

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Next Morning

Harmony's POV
I woke up on my bedroom floor, my eyes basically glued shut from all of my tears and my back moulded into the uncomfortable pattern of the carpet. Last night after Grayson left I just... collapsed. I didn't have any thoughts or any comments I just cried all night. I don't know what's happening, why he treated me the way he did and now all of a sudden I'm finally good enough for him? why wasn't I good enough before but I am now? All of my insecure thoughts that I thought I had finally escaped are catching back up to me and it's all because of him.
Today marks the third day of us arriving at my parents castle and that's out of 7 whole days, if that much happened in two days I don't want to know what other possibilities there are of more shit going on.
I got up and walked into the bathroom, looking at my messy knotted hair and swollen eyes, yep there's absolutely no fixing this I thought to myself as I just poked at my nest of a head.
I'll just take a cold shower and hopefully that'll bring down the swelling and fix my hair problem. I might be late for breakfast but I don't think i'll be missing too much.

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I walked into the dining hall 30 minutes late and saw everyone already in their seats, Jackson didn't even look up at me when I walked in which is completely out of character. I also avoided all eye contact with Grayson in an attempt to shut down his advances at me even though I somehow know this is going to have no affect on his feelings for me.
I sat down at the table and we all started eating, Jackson hasn't said one word to me and didn't even say hi to me. I think he might still be upset about how I wanted to be alone last night... I don't know why I push him away the way I do but I'm just so scared of the feelings that I have for him and don't want to be hurt or put myself in a situation to be hurt ever again.

"So honey how's your stay been so far? I hope you're enjoying the grounds and meeting lots of new people." My mom asked looking over at me from beside my dad

"It's been... really nice mom, Jackson and I found this cute pond out behind the castle the other day and it was just beautiful." I replied back to her

"That's amazing dear i'm so glad to hear you're enjoying it with your boyfr- I mean Beta." She stopped herself, but we all heard her, Me, Grayson, Jackson, all of our mouths were wide open in shock of what she just said. Why do I feel like she knows something that she hasn't told me?
I slowly went back to pushing my eggs around on my plate while Grayson stared daggers at Jackson.

This week can't end soon enough.

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