Harmony's POV
After my long journey of trying to find Jackson I ended up getting my hug and we headed back to my room. Once we got there I obviously gave him a good lecture about why going into random closets are bad and he should pray to god that he never does that again or i'll beat his ass. I told him how my parents were talking about me taking over the throne and at first he got excited and happy for me until he realized I wasn't feeling the same emotions.
"So tell me again why you don't want to take over the throne?" He asked
"I don't really know honestly, it's just that all my life i've always been under constant surveillance and pressure but now that i'm an Alpha it's just better I guess? It's difficult to explain but being an Alpha now gives me more power and just it's like I have my own big happy family, nobody talks or even cares about my past but if I take the throne and become Queen everyone around me will look at me differently. I'll never be able to have one hair out of place without being judged, I just can't imagine what everyone will say about the Queen with the abusive and terrible past." I dropped my head down into my hands
"Oh ok" He quickly and dryly said, he obviously didn't know what to say but can't I really blame him? I dragged him into my messy life in the first place and Ive been expecting him to somehow fix it.
"Jackson just go to your room and leave me be." I looked up at him with pleading eyes
"Harmony please let me hug you, let me be here for you." He pleaded back but I still denied him
"Jackson... go" He still wouldn't budge so I got up hiding my tearing eyes and opened the door for him.
"I said get out!" I yelled that time which kind of startled him at first but he quickly regained his composure and left without a word.
I need time alone, I cant even think while being here. I need to be at home in bed where i'm most comfortable.
"Somebody needs to chill the fuck out."
"Look who's talking, where the fuck have you been? You've literally been MIA for the past two weeks" I replied to Lexi
"I've been trying to deal with my own issues."
"Girl we literally share the same brain your issues are my issues, what's bugging you?" I asked her
"You know just the whole "I'm too pussy to tell Grayson that I reject him so every time I am near him my wolf gets harassed by his and she has to try and cope with feeling him with other girls." thing" She ranted on
"I'm sorry and you know that I have reasons... You should understand." I answered
"Yes I know you still love him, he's your mate and was the very first person to ever show true interest and care into you but seriously? You have so many people now and you know you should reject him when even your wolf is telling you to do it! We never say that shit!" Ok well I mean she kinda does have a point but it's just so fucking hard I don't think I can.
"Lexi... You can't just disappear and then show up out of nowhere and lecture me about my decisions ok? It's my way of feeling something, i'm absolutely numb and you should be sensing those emotions, and even though you are sensing them you still made the decision to go fuck off somewhere else" I flipped at her
"I'll be able to stay with you longer AFTER you reject Grayson. Actually speaking of Grayson I gotta go." She said then left
"Excuse me i'm not done talking to you!!!!" No answer, I don't understand what she meant though.
As I was thinking about the very curious thing she said I got a light knock at my door, it's probably Jackson coming back.
"I told you that I wanted sp-" I was saying while opening the door but got hit with the over powering scent of uhhh certain someone and I looked up to obviously find the man himself Grayson.
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