I needed you,
To help me grow.
Just slightly,
maybe more.
Serotonin.
Where did you go?
My serotonin
Why did you go?
🤍
Happiness is something I wanted so badly, along with peace, so when you walked into my life, hugged me and told me I would be okay, I believed you. But as time went on I didn't realise that your hug, although kept me warm, was tightening, and soon enough your hands were draining every last drop of blood from my heart.
And now more than ever I crave to be happy, but it is now more than ever that I know I will never have it, for my mind is that of a damned beautiful catastrophe, one which I would like to understand but one I will never be able to fathom. It's a madhouse, a God forbidden asylum, torturing it's way through my life.
I am a burning flame, in a sea, so wild and pure, under a perished sun that burns brighter as it waits to burst. It is that, I want to be happy, I want to live, but a reason, a purpose, any that I find, are blown away by the wind, are burnt by that - out like a light bulb, it goes as does my spirit and energy, without you my serotonin.
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The Ways in Which We Think
PoetryA collection of poems, thoughts and outburst that I have written in hopes to reassure those who are unsure about living, each piece is about a certain aspect of my life and as a person who struggles with both emotional and mental health issues I wan...
