nemesis {j.jk} <hiatus>

18 - Daddy's Little Girl

trigger warning - panic/anxiety attack

The day has come and Y/N feels like she's going to combust out of pure anxiety.

Today, Jungkook and Y/N are expected at her family's home and Jungkook is way more nervous than he thought he'd be. He's standing in the mirror of the bathroom that's located in their shared room, letting the shower heat up as he stares at his reflection. He had already been nervous but when Y/N asked him to dress formally, he was sent over the edge.

Why formal? Jungkook is feeling really intimidated by her request. Are they that rich?

As Jungkook occupies the bathroom, Y/N is in the living room with the others since she's already fully dressed and ready to go. She's dressed in a black dress that stops about mid-thigh and has a plaid bow at the chest area along with a short jacket that has the same print as the bow. To top it all off, she wore black and glittery pumps with pearly white socks that stopped just before her knees.

She looked beautiful. Very little makeup, a pretty jewelry set and her hair was styled perfectly, strands of locks elegantly fell over her forehead as some of her hair was tied back, the rest placed on her shoulders, wavy and bouncy. Y/N looked expensive. And she hated that.

Feeling like a stupid rich bitch in her stupid rich bitch outfit, Y/N hyperventilates on the couch as she waits for Jungkook. She's on the verge of having a panic attack as her anxiety is at its peak. Namjoon, Hoseok and Jimin have all experienced this before first hand. But not the others. To say that they're shocked is an understatement. They're really worried, watching her breathe heavily on the couch as Jimin consoles her.

"Can you breathe please?" Jimin places his hands on her shoulders as she squirms to get them off. He knows not to tell her to calm down from experience. It'll only make it worse. "Y/N, you'll pass out."

She taps her heels on the floor rapidly as her hands come up to grip Jimin's biceps, the attack now in full swing. Y/N feels like she's detached from her own body. The only thing she can focus on is the thought of seeing disappointment on her father's face and being a bad daughter. She thinks about how her mother—who is always kind and supportive of her every move—changing her ways of kindness to disappointment along with her father. What if they kick her out? What if they disown her? What if they don't love her anymore? What if they make her and Jungkook separate? What if-

Y/N gasps for air as her mind runs a mile a minute, the grip on Jimin's arms tightens and her heart beats at an unbelievable pace. She feels like she's having a heart attack and she feels like she's dying. Holding back the extreme urge to scream her lungs out, she holds her breath and wheezes out a strangled wail as her head pushes forward into Jimin.

That noise alerts Jimin and he knows she's in deep, backing up as much as Y/N's death grip allows him to, he speaks hastily. "No, no, don't do that." he tries not to raise his voice because it could set her off even further. Jimin taps her cheeks, telling her to breathe over and over.

Taehyung watches with widened and teary eyes, never expecting to see something like this happen to her. Seokjin is also worried of course but he's a psychology major, things like this happen to people but it pains him to see it happening to Y/N. Yoongi on the other hand, is frozen in his spot, unable to even think straight. Hoseok is on the other side of the girl, rubbing her back soothingly as Namjoon is staring down at his lap with a pained expression, unable to watch.

Yoongi's frozen state is interrupted as he hears a door opening and footsteps following behind. His eyes widen, knowing it's Jungkook but he's not sure if this is something the boy should see. Unfortunately, Yoongi is unable to move in time and Jungkook is already in view, motionless as he watches Y/N shake and whimper with Jimin struggling to calm her down.