Dead Butterflies

One

VIC'S POV:

I drove up to her house and sighed remembering her last night. She came through my window and wanted to have sex, she was drunk and I'm not ready nor did I want to take advantage of her.

I've been holding off having my first time with her, as lame as it sounds, I'm a senior guy in high school with a girlfriend of 2 year's and haven't had sex with her or anyone for that matter. I don't tell her I just worry too much about certain things, I just don't want her to see.

But after a while of insisting, she decided it was fine we just talked. Then she told me how her parents took her to a country club in palm springs, her parents always neglecting her, she left and got into some club with a fake ID and it doesn't help she looks older.

Got drunk, started to dance on fucking tables?

Got into a fight with some bitch calling her a whore, she got kicked out then lost her shoes on the way to her hotel. Then after going to sleep passed out drunk in her room she woke up naked in front of her hotel room, claiming she sleep-walked. She said her parents found her outside the country club in nothing but a table cloth, barefoot.

They took her to the hotel and now she is grounded for 2 months.

All that being said, I got mad at her because she acted like it was this grand adventure! When she knows we talked about her drinking and how she was supposed to be clean. We got into a fight and she left. Now here I am at 7:30 in the morning, in front her house with a hot cup of coffee and her favorite brownie from starbucks, thinking I should have avoided her but I just know she'll find me even if she mad in the middle of class to yell "Vic Fuentes is an asshole" until I agree I'll talk to her.

I hate her sometimes

But mostly I love her and still wouldn't do that despite the fact that I have every reason to be mad.

But whatever

"FUCKING VIC, HELLO??"

"FUCK." I yell scared and see my beautiful girlfriend in my car staring at me who then softly smiles.

"You zoned out on me buddy." She kisses me cheek then gives me a tight hug and I try to push her away knowing what she's doing but she refused to let go.

"I'm not your buddy." I said rolling my eyes

She smiled and buried her face in my chest "Your my my best buddy!" She said then kissed my lips making my heart melt but I refused to budge.

"You don't kiss your buddies." I said pushing her away gently. She smirked then sat up and my eyes widened, as she moved to sit on top of my lap facing me. "Of course I don't, but this one-- I do." She whispered in my ear.

"Rosey ,stop trying to get me horny, to get me to forgive you." I said to her trying to avoid eye contact.

"Well being cute didn't work, and fucking you right now sounds thrilling." She said while slowly grinding her ass on my bulge.

"As much as I would love that, we have to get to school." I said to her and she pouted.

I sighed and said to her "we'll talk later."

She stared at me then said "Well, um...thanks." I looked her confused and she rolled her eyes.

"You know what!" I realized what she was talking about and smirked pulling her hips closer. "Thanks? I don't know what you're talking about."

"Viiiic, come on, don't tease me." She whined

"Payback, say it again properly." I said to her smugly

"Whatever." She said and kissed me cupping my face then pulling back and smiling. "Thank you, my dearest boyfriend, who is not just my best buddy, I'm sorry I got drunk even though I said quit. But I'm not sorry for trying to fuck you, it's not my fault I have a hot ass boyfriend that makes my-"

I cut her of with a kiss then let her go "I get it, now let's go and eat that-"

"Pussy." She said quickly cutting me off and smirking

"I WILL LEAVE YOU HOME AND YOU WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOUR MOM TALKING ABOUT SHE LOVES YOUR CAT MORE THAN YOU, DON'T TEST ME FOO." I said tired of her messing with me.

"Okay, okay, yes daddy, let's go." She said quickly getting off of me laughing knowing I'll throw her off of me outside the door instead of the passengers seat.

I rolled my eyes just ignoring her and started to drive when she sat down and tied herself, and started to drink her coffee.

"Hey Vic." She said to me quietly

"I swear Rosa--" before I could finish scolding her, she put her hand in mine and I could see her in the corner of my eye looking at me biting her lip nervously.

"I love you, and thank you." She said melting my heart as she kissed my cheek and the continued to drink her coffee and eat her brownie.

No one would understand us, the disaster we are and how those simple words are so special when never said.

But I kept those words to myself cuz it didn't need to be said, she knew well how I feel.

"I love you most." was the thought swarming my mind on the drive to school.

I loved her so much