Mine

Chapter 11- Gone

(Beth's POV)

Daryl has been gone almost a week now. I get it now. It was just lust in the moment, im just baggage to him. If we ever find our family that's what I'm gonna be to them, and always will be just baggage who watched the baby with a pretty face. It was really stupid to think that Daryl would care about me.

As I woke up on the 3rd day of Daryl being gone, I rush to the toilet and threw up dinner. It happened the next days too. I didn't leave the master bedroom only to get food, so it left me to think too much. I was scared out of my goddam mind thinking. "What if im pregnant? Im gonna be all alone and pregnant" but I was trying my hardest not.

On the 6th day I got the courage the take a pregnancy test I found in one of the womens bathroom. I was shaking while taking it out of the box. My phone body was trembling while I took it. I could barely sit up and place it down on the sink. The worst part was waiting those 5 minutes. When I sat up to look, it was there, two pink lines.

I fell to the ground with it in my hand. "How is this happening,why is this happening, to me! What have I done to deserve this." I'm pregnant with a rapist baby in a zombie apocalypse alone. How else could my life get worse? Daryl was probably long gone from the house and isn't looking back. The whole group is dead or is alive and isn't bothering to look for me because I was nothing to them, to anyone.

I layed on the floor for about an hour just in shock. I'm gonna have to give birth. Im not ready. I don't want to.

(Daryls POV)

I needed to get away. I needed to figure out what I wanted, what I need to do, and I couldn't bare to go back to her after everything I said. I decided I want her, I decided that I long time ago. I need her, and after all I said I don't expect her to ever want me again but I will never leave her.

I approached the house, it was in a bout a foot of snow and it was still coming down hard. As I walked into the house it was dark and empty. I slowly walked up the stairs and peeped into the master bedroom. She wasnet there and a wave a panic went through me. I was gone for about a week, if she left she would be gone, forever. I panicly went into the room when I saw that blonde hair outside. I slowly walked up to the screen doors leading to the porch. It was snowing hard outside but she didn't seem to notice. But the I saw it, her gun was in her hand. She brought up a picture of what looked like her, Maggie, and Hershel. She slowly brought the gun to her temple and then it hit me what came next. I swung open the doors and knocked the gun out of her hand.

I knelt down to meet my eyes with hers. They were red and tear stained, and her blue eyes weren't ocean blue they they were, they were empty and grey blue. "Beth.." was all I could manage to get out. She stood up and started to walk away out the bedroom door. "Beth what was that"? She stopped and silently fell to her knees and began to cry. I walked over to her as I felt tears prickling my eyes. As soon as I wrapped one arm around her waist she pushed it away."You can't fucking do this Daryl! You can't leave me for a week when I needed you most! I though you were fucking dead or left me for dead"! "Beth I needed time to think" "Think?! Do you serious think I would believe that bullshit!? You were drunk and tried to have sex with me and told me how you really feel!" Yeah and what is that?! I said" "You said that all I am is baggage, that's the only reason you keep me around is so when we find Maggie and the group they will have their babysitter back!!"

She got up and walked away to the window when I saw it. Opened pills on the nightstand next to the bed. I walked over and grabbed them, they were abortion pills. "Beth..what is this? is said" She turned around and then sank down to the floor . I realized what happens now, she was pregnant, pregnant with one of those mens babies. I had so many emotions, but they were mostly at me. She found out she was pregnant while I was out avoiding problems. She was all alone and had no one to help, so she was going to kill herself. What happened if I came an hour later, I would of come home to her corpse with a bullet hole in her head.

I went over to the other side of the bed were she was crying. I wrapped my arms around her and began to cry to." im sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm not going anywhere Beth. I swear on Merls life that I didn't mean any of what I said, I was drunk. Please Beth I'm so sorry" She just leaned into my arms and kept crying. I hugged her as tight as I could and kissed her everywhere on her head. "I'll never leave you, I'll never leave you Beth"was all I could say.