Untold addiction (discontinued )

3

As I reach the Gate I wave hi to my favourite person mr piper you know what I lied I do have a friend he may be 41 years older then me but he is the only person who is nice to me "hi mr piper how was your day" I give a small smile the only time I ever smile

He smiles Back at me with his pearly white teeth "I'm good miss Roland how are you?" "I told you stop calling me that call me bella" we both chuckle

now your probably wondering why I call him mr piper instead of his first name well I respect my elders and you may also be wondering why we have a guards well my parents owned the biggest ceo company in the world when they passed away my oldest brother Jason took over and became our legal guardian and with there death it left a big amount of money to us I would trade money anyday to have my parents back

Walking up the drive way to our mansion I see all the cars are here which meant there all home as I walk through the door I can hear them all chattering away chatter chatter chatter I mean do they ever shut up

"I'm home"I yell
"Took you long enough fatty" I hear one of them say I sigh I taking my shoes off and walk up stairs to finally get some peace of quiet my stomach aches from wanting food so I distract myself by finishing my leftover homework plugging in my earphones I put my whole focus on my homework

Before I knew it my earphones where getting ripped at of my ears
"Heyy!"I yell
"Get down stairs for dinner right now young lady"Jason says "and drop the attitude"he glares at me and exit

nodding once he gone my hands start to sweat is it just me all is it getting hot in here?? my throat feels like it closing up
Oh God I can't eat I don't want to eat I will get fatter
But I have to eat my brothers will get suspicious of me

My thoughts go crazy and I start to pull at my hair
I run to the bathroom and wash my face with cold water calming me down I change my jumper as it got wet from the water and then go down stairs slowly trying to  think of a good excuse to get at of eating
I can smell the delicious aromas of steak with gravy and mash potatoes I don't look up at them but I can feel there stares on me making me feel intimated so I put my hoodie over my head and sit in my seat between callum and Leo

"No hoodies at the table bella you know the rules"Jason said in a stern
I take it off then then we all start eating I count how many calories are in everything I decide to just have a tiny bit of mash potato as it has the lesser amount of calories