I stay up late at night
Wondering if it's really worth it
If living is worth all this pain
Worth losing friends
Heartbreak
And grief
I think of what ifs and could've beens
I shouldn't but I do
Regrets, is what I fear
But it's something no one can avoid
The depths of my fear is unfathomable
I'm scared of being alone
Of no one ever loving me
For I love too deeply when I do
I'm too sensitive for nature pains
I stay up late at night
Wondering about the world
About my life
If I could be smarter
If I could be prettier
If I could be talented
If I wasn't broken
If I could give out more sincere smiles
I stay up late at night
All night
Without a care
I stay up thinking
And that's what kills me the most
Tonight I shall sleep
Put my head at rest
My heart deserves a break
From this nightmare called
The world...
Called
Life
-Kayla
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Life Can Be Hard
PoesíaSome poems I write in dedication to my aunt Miriam Galvez who unfortunately lost her battle to cancer. Some of these poems are for people who suffer from depression or people who just enjoy poems. I write them to connect with people, so the ones su...
