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Hansol was confused but he smiled at the chorus. I guessed he kinda catch on what I was trying to do. As I sang the song, I admired how he looked like even in his bed hair.

He is just captivating in his own ways.

And I can't help but to forgive him for hurting my feelings a few days back.

I must be stupid and crazy. Yeah stupid in love and also crazy in love. With this human being called Hansol Vernon Chwe.

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Hansol pulled me in for a kiss on the lips right at the last verse.

As we turned to the phone, the comments were wilding.

We both greeted our fans before ending the live.

He pulled me into a hug as he nuzzled on my shoulders.

"I'm sorry for being a jerk. For being overly sensitive. For being jealous over nothing. I'm just insecure too Nadia. Just like you few years back. I too feel insecure. Knowing you could have better choices of boyfriend but you still chose me." He sighed.

I teared at his sudden confession. We always have doubts in our own way. And the fact that we are on this programme makes it more worse. Good is that we could be ourselves without worrying about fans finding out. Bad thing is that, we both aren't sure what is it that we are really feeling. Our deepest thoughts. We never talked about it. We talked for the sake of content and assumed we were fine till issues like this surfaced causing us to flipped because of hidden insecurities. One that has build up over time.

"I am still in love with you Hansol. Not because I am married to you in this programme. Not because I want to send my point across to Kyla. Fact is, I have never forgotten about you. After all these years. I don't know what the future brings for us but right now.. I'm ready to give my all even if I might get hurt one day." I confessed and he kissed me on the lips. I reciprocated the kiss and he stopped halfway to say, "No matter how many years passed me by, I will always love you and chose you. So please... don't look at any other guys. Especially around my age."

I shook my head as I intertwined our pinkies.

"Since when the most loved Vernon Chwe gets insecure over his looks? Even male idols have a crush on you! While me? I'm just a nobody." I sighed and he cupped my face.

"You are the girl everybody wants. You just don't see it. But I do on a daily basis." He said firmly.

I just nod my head, not wanting to continue the debate.

"Shall we sleep in a little more and go out somewhere later?" He asked and I nod my head.

And as usual, he carried me to our bedroom.

I have missed him so much.

"This entire week of silent war killed me inside." He said as he lay by my side. As though he could read my mind.

I hummed back, agreeing with him.

"I was so afraid... I will lose you. You have never been so mad at me.. It scares me babe." I whispered as I felt the tears rushing down my eyes.

"Hey.. hush now. You know I will not really leave you right?" He kissed my eyes and I felt more relaxed in his embrace.

I didn't realised that I fell asleep and woke up to an empty bed.

I smelt something burning and I rushed down forgetting my shorts as I wore his shirt.

"Shit." He muttered as he throw the whole pan in the sink.

The smoke rises up as he turned the faucet and the water dashes out.

"Omgosh. What can't I do right?" He scolded himself and I giggled.

He turned.

"Oh baby." He scratched his head as he gave me a goofy smile.

"It was supposed to be a surprise." He said softly and I went over hugging him from the back.

"It's okay. Let me get that." I said taking over as he answered his ringing phone.

"Oh Sofia..What's up?" He asked.

"Sure. Sure. Is mum there?" He asked again and my heart skips a beat.

"Hey mum. Yeah. Sounds great. I can bring Nadia along." He said smiling.

I felt my heart breaking.

His face sank as he asked again, "But why mum? She's my wife. Plus Sofia's cool with her."

He hang up after awhile sighing.

"I guess she is just not in the mood." He explained smiling.

"What's wrong baby?" I asked.

"She doesn't want to meet up after I said I will bring you along." He sighed.

"Then just go ahead without me." I squeezed his hands.

"No babe. She gotta accept it. You are my wife. You never make me choose between you and her. I expect the same thing from her. I don't like to choose. I wanna love all of you equally." He looked down.

"Okay we will go. But if she really is not in the mood, then I will make a move alright? I don't wanna ruin your family gathering." I urged him and he forced a smile.

"Sofia's thrilled though." He hugs me. I guessed he just wants me to feel welcomed.

But then again, I was close to Sofia last time. She is a sweetheart just like her brother.

"I miss her !" I smiled and I get him to hang out at the living room as I cooked us something.

I don't feel good about the gathering. But knowing Hansol, I don't want him to not go for the gathering either. I just hope his mum doesn't flare up upon seeing my face there.

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