Love Talk || Vernon ff [Completed✔]

#46

Recap:

"Let her cool down for awhile. I will try and find her and talk to her. If you allow." Jeonghan hyung asked and I nod my head.

"Jun hyung should go too. Maybe she will be more willing to meet you guys or if Shua hyung is there." I suggested.

"I think its best if I don't go." Jun hyung said.

"Just tell her I love her. More than anyone else." I replied and went up the stairs to our empty room.

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Nadia's POV

I received a call from Sung Soo PDnim the next morning saying he wants to talk.

I sighed as I head towards BigHit building hoping to not bump into any of the boys.

I knocked on the door and I heard his voice, "Come in."

"I heard about your..." He points to my tummy.

"Oh." I answered weakly.

"Before you break up with Hansol, at least put on a good show for WGM. We don't want people to get suspicious. And as for your child. You know the best solution for you both right now right?" He said and I looked away.

Heartless. Cold.

"When the time is right, I will let you know. Then you can break things off. Knowing Hansol, you gotta do it the cold way." His statement kept playing over and over again.

I wipe the tears away and brave myself.

In the end, I gotta face this myself.

"Hey Nadia. Got a minute?" Jeonghan approached me out of nowhere.

I saw Hansol with Minghao at the corner.

"Sure." I said following him.

"You alright?" He asked when we are alone with Scoups.

I nod my head.

"Nadia. Talk to us. We can help you and Hansol. But we need to know what are your decisions." Scoups said.

"Tell Hansol I will abort this child. I am not ready to be a mother. And I'm sure he feels the same." I said forcing back the tears.

I mean who wouldn't want their own child right? When it's with the one person they truly love. I have never felt so much pain in my entire life just by saying that one sentence. I wanna keep this baby. It's the only reminder of what we had but I don't want to be selfish. Not only will it ruin his career, it might affect the rest of their career too. Most importantly, I don't want my child to grow up thinking what did we do wrong? What did she or he did wrong to grow up without a dad? I don't want her or him to grow through criticism for being a scandalous child. No.. I cannot bear that thought.

"Nadia. Calm down. You don't know what you are saying." Jeonghan cut in.

"No. You listen to me. It will never work out. You don't have to go through the criticism from Knetz. I'm the one who will face it at the end of the day. And I have so much on my plate right now. Please respect my decision." I said and bowed before leaving.

"Hey Nad." Joshua called me as the rest hang around the lobby and I forced a smile as I walked by.

I gotta get used to this.

He got hold of my hand and whispered.

"Come home at least. You don't have to sleep or talk to me. But come home baby." His voice croaked towards the end.

I turned to him, Sung Soo's PDnim words replaying in my head.

"Okay." I said nonchalantly.

"I will wait." He replied kissing my hands and I felt his tears. I turned away before he could see mine and I pressed the lift button.

I took my time to come back home. First, I'm afraid I will crumble and crawl back to him.

Second, I need to think of how to tell him about my plans to abort the child.

We only have roughly three weeks to be together. Underneath this cold facade, I can't deny I want to make the best out of these three weeks before I break his heart and mine.

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