Love Talk || Vernon ff [Completed✔]

#49

Recap: 

After I have finally calmed myself down, I turned to look at him. He was driving us back, both hands at the steering wheel now.

"The clinic assistant said you need to rest fully for this two days. And since we will be away on tour, we can visit the gynae there to review. This time, I will be the one booking the appointment." He said looking ahead.

I just looked out the window. He is upset. So am I.

'Why are you sad? Isn't it easy for you to break up now?' My mind fight my heart.

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Hansol is silent from the ride home all the way home.

When we reached home, he carried me up the room to get some rest. 

"I will go out to buy porridge. The hyungs are coming over after practice. Don't get up on your own." His voice sound so cold and distant. 

As he walked out the room, I shouted and throw the pillow at the door. 

"You think I wanted to go ahead without you? Where were you when I needed you the most?" 

Hansol's POV

As I went out the door closing it behind me, I heard Nadia shout.

My knees went weak. I hate everything right now. Because of Jongyeon noona, Nadia had to went through it all alone. 

And when I was about to confront the girls before going to the gynae, Sung Soo PDnim approached me. 

"Hansol, we need to talk." He was with Scoups hyung.

"Sung Soo PDnim, not now. I gotta rush to the gynae." I said.

"I will pay the clinic to not leak anything out. You guys better not tell anyone else." 

"Are we done?" I snapped. How selfish can a person be? How bad can a person be?

"And one more thing, I do not want you or her to fight with any Twice members. This collaboration is important to our company. We need this collaboration to garner more attention and support. Don't **** this up." He said before leaving. 

"Selfish *******, "I scowled and hyung came to me. 

"Let him be. Go ahead first. We will swing by the house after practice." He said and I hugged him. 

"Gomawo hyung." I said before dashing off hoping I could make it in time.

However I was too late.

"Where is she?" I asked Jaime who was waiting outside.

"She just got in five minutes ago. Why are you late?" She grumbled.

"I'm going off. It's best for you to be there when she is done." Jaime said as she punched my arm.

"Jaime.." I wanted to explain but she nod her head. "I know. To be honest, I'm angry at the whole situation. Why can't things just go right for the both of you. Just once."

"She must have hate me alot." I said.

"Hansol ah. She can never hate you. No doubt this time you guys fought alot. But you were different from Nate and she loves you alot. I don't think I have ever seen her so happy at her happiest. You made her happy. But it's true what they say, sometimes things just don't go your way. You guys are really a living proof." She said. "Himnae Hansol ah." I went in the clinic and sat at the sofa.

I put on my sunglasses trying to hide my red eyes. We could have kept the baby if I wasn't an idol. If she was not an artiste. But honestly, some of our sunbaes had relationships and even got married. Yes, the backlash is unbearable but they got through it. I mean some really had to leave the industry. I just hate myself. I caused this.

When the door open, I saw her small figure walking weakly. I stood up and walk towards her. I want to hug her and hold her there forever. She must have been scared. To be in there alone.

I can never forgive myself. She will never be happy. Not after this. No matter how much I love her, it will never be enough. I've read on forums on how couples dealt with abortion and most are not really happy endings. I will try my best to hold on for her but deep down I have been getting this vibe from her. Like she's tired of everything and that she wants to leave. I hope by the end of Kcon, she would still want to continue the WGM series. I'm afraid when she chose not to continue, she will leave me for good.

When I got home, the hyungs have just arrived and were waiting in the van.

"How is she?" Hoshi hyung asked. I shook my head, looking down.

"Vernon.. you gotta stay strong for her." Joshua hyung hugged me and I cried.

"I just want to be happy with her. But they ruined it." I answered.

"We know. I have already warned them." Scoups hyung said.

"Is it a good idea for us to be here?" Minghao hyung asked.

"It's better than her seeing me alone. I should be the last person she wants to see right now." I said softly and Seungkwan hyung smacked me.

"Don't say that. She loves you. We all know."

The hyungs waited downstairs as I get Nadia.

"You don't have to come down if you don't want to baby." I said.

"It's okay. It's just a little cold." She faked a smile and I know it's for the camera.

"Hey Nadia. You want anything else? I can cook for you." Dokyeom hyung asked and he went in the kitchen with Mingyu hyung to prepare dinner for the rest.

"I will just have the porridge my husband bought me." She said, taking small bites.

I went over to feed her since she still seemed weak.

When she's done, she looked over the medications on the island.

She shook her head looking at those capsules.

"I can help you break it open?" I suggested.

"Thank you.." She said slowly drinking the solution that I mixed for her.

"Thank you guys for coming. Sorry if I caused any inconvenience." She bowed after dinner.

"Heyy. Don't apologise!" Scoups hyung said angrily.

"Nadia, Hansol. Himnae. We are here for you guys." Woozi hyung said as we all gather for a hug.

"Gomawo everyone." We said in unison.

Two more days, we are leaving for the tour and then Kcon. I just hope there won't be any more fights between us. I want to make her happy so she won't have sad memories when she thought about our marriage in the future. I have broke her enough.

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