I'm a Survivor

Chapter 12

I park the car and grab my purse as I climb out. I lock the car before I start the walk in. Since they are going to be here soon I need to get ready for them. I walk into the store and grab a cart. I grab two car seats, two inflatable bassinets, a diaper bag, a couple boxes of diapers and some other odds and ends. I check out and head back to the house. I pull into the driveway and shut the engine off and go to the back so I could grab the car seats out and install them into my van. I get Finley's installed on one side then Blaire's on the other side. I flatten the boxes then I grab the bags out of the trunk. I lock the car before I head into the house. I set the keys down on the entryway table, and take my shoes off before heading to the bassment. “I’m back,” “Let me take these for you,” “ What have you been doing?” “We finished sorting the clothes the newborn and preemie clothes are in the washer as we speak,” “I wasn’t gone that long was I?” “San it’s been almost three hours,” “Really?” “Yeah,” “Wow I didn’t think I was gone that long I just had to get some stuff for these two since they probably will be born in Lima, and stuff I need for them in general,” “Well what did all get?” “I got two car seats that I have already installed in the van two inflatable baby bassinets, a diaper bag, a couple boxes of diapers, and then I got them semi matching coming home outfits I know that the already are going to have a lot of clothes but I couldn’t resist because one says ‘sometimes when you pray for a miracle” then the other one says ‘you get two’ and I saw them and I almost started crying because these babies are living miracles and I wouldn’t trade them for anything,” The washer went timer went off so Quinn and Puck went over to switch loads. “Oh that was not cool little man,” “What little man do this time,” “He kicked me in the ribs again it’s like my ribs are his favorite spot to kick while his sister is more interested on kicking my bladder speaking of I need to pee again for the millionth time today I will be back,” I went to the bathroom did what I needed went back down stairs grabbed my water bottle off the counter and went back down stairs. “So Quinn Puck when could we expect another accidental pregnancy from you guys,” “Well funny you should ask because baby Puckerman is due july fourth,” “Are you guys gonna tell Beth?” I want to know if their seven year old daughter knew she was gonna be a big sister. Yeah I know they gave her up for adoption. “Well I want to but Quinn,” “I mean I understand Beth is gonna question why you chose to keep this baby and not her, you just need to tell her how it is you guys where in your sophomore year of high school when you got pregnant with her you guys weren’t ready for a baby finatinal or emotional and you both are against abotions so you guys gave her up so she could have the best life possible that is why you gave her to Shelby so she could have the best life,” “She’s gonna hate us or me at least Puck wanted to keep her so did Finn and she wasn’t his,” “I know,” “I feel like I failed her,” “I know you but you didn’t you did what is best for her so you didn’t you gave her the best life possible giving her up,” “Is she gonna be mad at us?” “Maybe but after awhile she’ll be excited to be a big sister,” We talked more and finished washing clothes before going to bed.