I'm a Survivor

Chapter 5

It’s Thursday October fifth , which means I’m eight  months pregnant. Kurt, Blaine, Rachel, and I were all sitting in the living room, when my phone rang. I looked at the caller ID and excused myself to the other room. “ Hey Britt whats up?” “ Sanny Sam and I were in an accident,” “Oh god are you guys ok?” “I am but Sam he- he died on impact,” “Oh my god,” “Sanny I don’t know what I’m gonna do I didn’t get to tell him,” “Tell him what Britt?” “I’m pregnant I found out yesterday I was gonna tell him tonight,” “Oh Britt I’m so sorry, give me the details for his services, and I’ll inform Kurt, Blaine, and Rachel,” “Ok we are doing everything this weekend , and then next week we are going to do his Glee club memorial I don’t want to wait,” “ Ok yeah yeah for sure we’ll be there,” “Alright bye Sanny,” “Bye Britt,” I hang up the phone and walk back into the living room with tears in my eyes. “Who was that?” “Britt there's been an accident,” “Oh my god are they ok?” “Britt is ok Sam he- he uh he died on impact, guys Britt she’s pregnant she didn’t have the chance to tell Sam, they are doing his services next weekend, she doesn’t want to wait to long,” “ So it looks like were going back to Lima,” “God that means I have to go maternity shopping,” “Oooo shopping trip,” “ So are we all going?” “ Sure why not?” “Also I can’t fly to Lima. It's too dangerous to fly after I wanna say five months of pregnancy or something like that,” “ So roadtrip?” “Yeah,” “Ok,so I was thinking we each do our own song then come together to sing ‘ Dancing in the sky’ or ‘ When the sand runs out,’ “ “ For sure, I for one plan on singing ‘ Safe and Sound’ by Taylor Swift” “ I don’t know I want to do something country but like every country song is about death, but I think I’m gonna do ‘Drowning’ Chris Young” “ I’m gonna do ‘Gone too soon’ Daughtry,” “ I don’t know I’m thinking of doing ‘ See you again’ Carrie underwood,” “ You guys ready to go to the store, I have some photos saved of what I’m looking fo,” “Yeah lets go,” We all got our shoes on and headed to the car. We got to the store, and I had an idea. “ Hey Blaine, and Rachel why don’t you go find snacks for the road trip while Kurt,and I go get my clothes?” “Yeah sounds good,” “ Alright, meet back here when done,” “Yeah,” Rachel, and Blaine went off towards the food section while Kurt, and I headed to the maternity section. “Ok so what are you looking for exactly?” “Ok so for dresses it doesn’t matter just no strips, but for like actual outfits no patterns,” “Ok, so something like this?” He was holding up an off the shoulder white dress with black and gray roses. “Yeah,” Kurt and I got enough outfits to last me a while, then we went to look at the baby clothes, we got a couple onesies for the twins, then headed back to the spot to meet Rachle, and Blaine. “You got everything you need?” “Yep we even got a couple of things for the twins,” “Aww you have to show us when we get home,” “Definitely,” “We also need to pack when we get home,” “Don’t remind us lady Hummel,” “Lady Hummel wow haven’t heard that in a while,” “ I’m tired I need a nap, and my feet are hurting so let's go please.” “ When we get home wanna have a fashion show?” “Uh is that even a question, of course,” “Alright let’s go,” We check out and head back home, once we got back home Kurt went to get the stuff he would need to alter the dresses if I wanted him to. “ Alright give me a minute to get everything ready for the fashion show,” They all nodded. I waddled into mine, and Rachel's room, with the bags from the store I laid all the new clothes out. Then I waddled over to the closet, and pulled out my thigh high heeled boots, and my black, and patterned cardigans to go with one of my outfits. I then grabbed the jewelry that I planned to pair with my outfits. The first outfit was the off the shoulder white dress with the black and gray roses. “Alright, here we go in the first dress,” I pulled back the curtain and wadeledout. “Oh wow San that dress is beautiful,” “Alright next dress,” “Ok,” I waddled back into mine and Rachel's room. I slipped off the first dress and slipped into the second one that was a floor length white and pink, I walked back out. We were in the last outfit when the twins started kicking really hard. I laid on the bed, and put my hands on my bump trying to get them to stop. “Hey San you ok?” “Yeah the twins are kicking really hard,” “Can I feel they always seem to stop when I’m around,” “Yeah,” Kurt walked over. I took his hand and placed it on my bump where one of the twins was kicking. “Does that freak you out?” “No why does it freak you out?” “Very much so,” I smile. “Alright can you help me put the last outfit on?” “Yeah,” Kurt helped me put on the last outfit which was a knee-length white spaghetti strapped dress paired with my patterned cardigan, and thigh high heeled boots. Kurt helped me up and we walked back into the main room. “Wow you look stunning,” “Thanks guys,” Rachel and I went to our room while Kurrt, and Blaine went to their room. “ God can I put sweat pants back on?” “You can do whatever you want,” I grabbed my suitcase out of the closet, and then changed into the clothes I had on earlier. Rachel, and I packed then headed back out to the living room where Kurt and Blaine were waiting for us. “Dam I think I left my phone in the bedroom, I’ll be right back,” “Don’t worry about it San I’ll go grab it for you,” “Thanks babe,” I watch Kurt walk into mine and Rachel's room to grab my phone, he comes back a few seconds later with my phone and headphones. “Alright before we go I need to pee so I’ll be right back,” I waddle to the bathroom, did my business, and waddle back out to the others.” Alright do we all have everything we need?” “Yeah,”” Alright let’s go then,” Blaine grabbed the bag of snacks, after we got our shoes on. “Hey Rachel did I pack my boots?” “Yeah you did San,” “Ok,” “God my first time back to Lima in over three years, and it’s for a funeral, and memrial service,” “Have you seen your parents since-” “Since I met Archie nope it’s been close to three years since I’ve seen my parents, and I honestly don’t want to see them,” “Why’s that?” “Their the ones who introduced me to Archie because I needed a man in my life someone to provide me stability someone I could settle down with and start a family with,” “Oh wow,” “Yeah,” “Alright should we go then,” “Yeah let’s do it,” “Hey San do you want to stay at my house my dad’s won’t mind, we don’t have to explain your situation just introduce you as my girlfriend,” “Yeah, but if they start asking questions, we will explain my situation briefly, just tell them the details,” “Alright,” I go to get into the backseat next to Rachel, but Blaine stops me. “ You are up by Kurt ,” “Fine,” I climb into the passenger seat while Blaine gets in the backseat behind me. Once everyone is in Kurt starts the car, once the car is started I connect my phone to the radio. “Ok what playlist do you guys want to listen to I’ve got my sad playlist for when you need a good cry, I got a party playlist, I got a breakup playlist, or I got a playlist that’s a mix of everything,” “Mix of everything,” “Alright,” I turned on my mix of all music, and the first song was ‘Teenage Dream’ I saw Kurt look in the rearview mirror towards Blaine with a smile on his face which Blaine returned. “Why are you guys looking at each other like that?” “The first time Blaine and I met he and the Warblers were gonna perform in the senior commons of Dalton, and this is the song they sang,” “Oh cute,” We drive for a couple hours before we stop, when we stop Kurt switches with Rachel per her request. “On the road again,” I turned my music back on after Rachel started the car. “ Once we stop again can I drive?” “I mean if you really want to San,” “Sweet,” Rachel drives for a couple of hours, until it’s time to stop again, once everything is already to go, I switch with Rachle, and Rachel switches with Blaine. It was completely dark by the time we stopped again. Rachel and Kurt were asleep, so Blaine and I switched so he was driving. I had taken a nap earlier so I wasn’t tired. Blaine and I talked while he drove. He drove until we got to Lima, by that time it was early morning, and Kurt, and Rachel were up so we stopped for breakfast. We went to Kurts childhood home. “Do you guys want to come in and visit for a bit?” “I don’t care San up to you,” “Sure why not,” We all get out of the car, and walk up to the front door. We go inside and talk for a while until Rachel and I decide to head to her dad’s place. We say our goodbyes, and drive over. Her dad’s of course have questions which we answer. We talk and unpack, have dinner, then go to bed. Tomorrow is gonna suck.