Zaniyah had always wondered why all bad things always happened to her. When looking for an escape she runs across the biggest kingpin in Orlando Daveon. When these two cross paths will they let sparks fly between one another or will their relationsh...
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I had been out all day with my best friend and my boyfriend A.J has been blowing my phone up all day so I know I'm in trouble. I just hope it's not as bad as the previous times it's happened.
I slowly unlock the door and turn on the light only to see him sitting and waiting for me in the living room on the couch. I drop my head and walk through the door. This ones gonna be bad.
A.J stands up. "Where the fuck have you been niyah. You saw me calling your phone and you just gon sit and ignore me?" He said as he walked closer to me. I slowly backed away as he continued to walk toward me.
"Baby I'm really sorry I just lost track of time. Me and Chrissy went and got our nails did and we went out to eat. I promise I wasn't cheating baby I love you." I said while trying to hug him.
He pushes me away and throws a lamp at me.
"Bullshit niyah you was out with another nigga. I told you about disrespecting me in front of these lame ass niggas. You should know better."
"No AJ I didn't mean to upset you I'm sorry." I pleaded as tears started to form in my eyes.
Next thing I know he snatches me up by my hair and drags me to the kitchen.
"Bitch I told you about disrespecting me and being all in these niggas faces letting them think they have a chance with you. You're mines bitch. You always will be." He yelled in my face and proceeded to spit on me.
He began punching me in my face and throwing glasses at me as I laid in a ball on the floor waiting for all this to be over.
As he was punching me I heard a crack and I had already knew he had broke my nose . I mean he's done worse honestly. I've been sent to the hospital for lots of things. Rib fractures, broken arms and legs. You name it he's done it.
He then yanks me up. "Get yo ass up and go take a bath and get in the bed you dusty ass bitch." He yells as he kicks me.
I slowly walk upstairs to the bathroom and I examine the newly made bruises AJ made. Looking at this reminded me of my childhood. If only my mom would've taught me better then maybe I would know better but this is what she raised me around so this is what I came to be. All I've ever wanted was to be loved and here I was looking in all the wrong places for it and thinking the way AJ was treating me was fine.
Flashback: My mom told me to go get dressed and make sure I smell and look good because she had company coming over. I knew this was one my mom's little money making projects because she does it often. She lets old dirty men come and touch me for money for her to buy her drugs.
As I was sitting on my bed my mom walks in with this older man and he comes and sits by me.
"Okay niyah. He's who you're working with today. Make sure you treat him good and always remember the customers always get what they want." She winks and then walks out.
The old man then begins to feel on me and he bites his lip as he does so. This always makes me feel so disgusting but I know if I don't let it happen my mom won't be happy. "Come over here" the man whispers in my ear as he grabs my thigh and pulls me towards him. I began to grow uncomfortable and I knew he could sense it.
He began kissing on me and he rolls me over and lays between my legs. I began crying knowing I was about to be ripped of my innocence at only 12 years older.
"Shhh baby I'll make sure to make you feel good." He says as he pulls down his clothes and pulls mine off.
He then inserted himself into me and I cried out for my mom. "Mom please help. I'm sorry what did I do to deserve this?" I cried out. She appeared at the door smiling. She brought her finger to her lip to make the "shush" gesture.
My mom sat and watched as a man raped her daughter and she didn't even pretend to have any sympathy.
(Flashback over) I get out of the shower to see AJ sitting on the bed with his head in his hands.
When he sees me he approaches me and rubs my arms. "I'm so sorry baby. I didn't mean to you know I let my anger get the best of me. I'm so sorry." He said as he looked me in my eyes.
"It's okay baby. I know you didn't mean it. You just didn't want me out like that. I forgive you." He smiled and then brought me into a hug. We proceeded to go to sleep together.
In my heart I didn't forgive him. Lords know I didn't. I need to get away but I don't know how. I'll find a way tho. I'm tired of living this way...
