False hope.
You gave me false hope...
I should have known, from the start, I should have known.
How I loved your sweet words and empty promises...they filled me with joy.They filled a tiny part of the void.
How ignorant, naive and stupid I was,
how did I fall for your candied lies?
Now you carry on and I guess so should I, after all...I did end it
I even explained why, I told you how I felt, I told you what you do to me and you said sorry and made excuses.
But you still do what you did then
And I wonder why I didn't see it sooner.
I was too stupid and blind. Starved for attention and a chance to be seen
I'm ashamed of myself, I'm ashamed of myself for falling for your smile.
My fault
My fault.
I miss you dad.
You hurt me the most and I miss you.
You broke my heart before anyone else could
You say you have regret, so do I.
My anger is Righteous
Your violence was senseless
You are at it again.
You promised to be better, you said you're changing
You said you're going to be better
You said you're sorry
I believed you.
You pick fights with me for no reason.
You poke and you prod and you scratch and just won't stop.
You tell me to look after your children all the time, because your always busy with something.
You go away for one night and tell me to watch your youngest.
The next day you tell me your staying another night.
And another.
4 days
I understand
You want to get away.
Why did you have children if you don't look after them
Why did you fucking have children if you don't fucking care for them
They are your responsibility
Not mine.
Im not your fucking personal maid.
But you have the audacity to ask me who is the mother.
I fucking wonder who.
I hate you so much
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The Hollowed
De TodoHave you ever felt that...quiet..? Lingering around corners and edges of your emotions? The numbness threatening to never leave..like the phantom caress of hands,your only friends. A gaping, hollow crevice behind your everyday mask...how do I put so...
