How do I explain myself to you?
How do I say this without being misunderstood?
I want to tell you how I feel,
I want to tell you my mind,
I know you may not listen but I feel it’ll make me feel alright.
I feel alone, I feel like I’m now your foe,
It pains me that I can’t be with my perfect match,
It haunts me that we’re closely apart.
Somehow I feel we’re better off as pen pals
but we pushed further and we’re now far from each other.
I feel so sad each time our eyes meet and I feel we’re strangers; we don’t even know each other anymore.
At times I’m bitter seeing you happy,
Not because I hate you but because you seem happier,
Probably morethan when we were together.
Wait, are you doing it to make me feel sad?
Are you actually happier without me,
Or you just want me to think so while we both shy away from each other.
It’s all ok I wish you well,
Seems like you’re actually happy so I’ll try to be so as well,
We’re closely apart and it sure feels like hell.
Explanation:
Closely apart is what the name is. You're close to someone but also far from this person. It's killing as someone who you play with is now like a stranger. It's saddening seeing someone who you made the source of your joy so happy and even happier than they were when with you. It's not jealousy, it's a normal human feeling of sadness. Wishing the person well but being closely apart surely feels like hell.
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PoetryALL OF ME is strictly poetry. It's all my heart has to offer, all my thoughts, my past, my present, my wishes. It's all about my life and the lives of those I love, mostly those I love cos I kinda find it difficult to write how I feel, actually none...
