Complicated Love

Wading

"Picture me rolling, Out in the open with some other man I know. That you would notice, and you were hoping feelings wouldn't start to grow. All of the wading, I will be waiting. Waiting for you.I have been waiting,I will be waiting. Till I turn blue" -Jhene Aiko

*Bre prov*

After making more corny jokes with my auntie I decided to get in the shower and then to just go to sleep. But before I did all that I checked my phone to see how long James got left in practice and for anything from my folks. My mom texted me that they're happy I went back to school and Nasir texted me that this was his number. I chuckled and put Pandora on then got in the shower.

I took my average 30 minute shower and walked out not having James rush in talking bout I take to damn long. I know he's upset but I didn't except him not to come over so I texted him.

"Sweetheart are you on the way"-Bre

"Nah I went home gn"-James

"James I know you're mad but I dont want him for the 1000th time"-Bre

"Then why did you leave with him bruh"-James

"Because you was mad and you know I hate crying in front of people"-Bre

"But you felt comfortable enough to cry in front of him"-James

"If you gone fuck him or whatever just let me know now cause I don't have time for this whole jealous nigga bull shit to happen again"-James

"You think im not tired of your insecure, always thinking someone is cheating on you, bipolar ass James but I put up with it because I love you"-Bre

"That's bull shit but whatever Bre do you bruh im done"-James

"What does that mean....are you breaking up with me or you just done with this pointless ass argument"-Bre

"Bye"-James

"NAH ANSWER MY FUCKING QUESTION!!!!!!!!!"-Bre

After trying to text him and call him for a whole fifteen I just decided to just go to sleep. I was tossing and turning and couldn't get no sleep until hearing something being thrown at my window. I was not finna go see who was that cause this is not a scary and im not tryna die. So I laid back down till I seen my phone was lighting up cause someone was calling. I answered seeing that Nasir was calling me.

"Open the window" Nasir said

"Ummm no it's cold and twelve at night you got me fucked up bestfriend"

"Aye chill out with all that cursing it ain't cute and it's not like we got school it's Saturday"

"Bruh I just met you today we not that close enough for you to be in my room or for sleepovers"

"Who said anything about sleeping over Bre, I just wanna talk to you"

"Well we're talking now and how I know you're not a rapist, Nasir"

"Cause im not Bre but since you're not gonna open the window I guess imma go back to my room and talk to you"

"Good idea cause I don't wanna piss James off anymore than i've been doing"

"Yea about that why he keeps mugging me like he wanna do something"

"Ugh he thinks we're gonna fuc- I mean have sex and i've already told him that it's not that serious we're only friends"