Complicated Love

I'm Sorry

*Bre prov*

He stopped tickling me and just looked at me as if I said I was leaving and never coming back. The look in his eyes showed me that us becoming a couple was never going to happen.

James and I sat in silence on opposite sides of the bed just starring at one another longing for someone to say something and no one did. So I put back on my chucks and pants and cursed the fact that I had to walk past him to leave and that tears were threatening to fall. Now I wasn't going to be dramatic and run out crying cause i'm clumsy and might fall on air or some shit but I was thinking bout it. Anyways, I was half way out the room when he finally said something.

"Bre I just can't hurt you more than what's already been done"

What kind of bull shit movie he got that shit from. Like if you gone shut me down (AN: shut me down means reject) then at least be original and look me in my face. I wanted so badly to curse him out or beat his ass or at least say I know but I couldn't I just walked out my room.

On my way out the door my older brother Kevin had stopped to talk to me and first I was surprised that he was even back in Georgia and second he's gone turn up cause James and I are home alone.

"Ugly!!!!! Did you miss cause I missed you"

"Kevin how you gone call me ugly I look way better then your ugly ass but I did miss you"

"I know you missed me but what you been doing Bre"

"Nothing much it's just been a lot of drama,fights,and bestfriend issues"

"Bre who you talking to it better not be.....oh wassup big bruh.....Bre who's this" James said coming downstairs like everything is sweet.

"Bre I know you ain't got no nigga in the house imma beat his ass then imma woop your ass" Kevin said yelling, clinching his jaw and bawling his fist.

"Nigga who ass you gone beat cause it ain't mine Bre who the fuck is this another one of your hoes"

"Both of yall shut the fuck up Kevin this is my bestfriend James and moms already knows he's over here and James this is my older brother Kevin"

"Mmhmm bestfriend my ass you better not be fucking this nigga or any other nigga or ill kill you Bre" Kevin said looking me dead in my soul.

"Yea so I got homework or some shit like that to do so yall could do the family thing" James said. Which is when I had finally realized that he was fully dressed.

"You sure I thought we was gonna watch the movie bestfriend"

"Nah im tired and ready to go home"

"Yea whatever"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The Next Day

So here we go again with the bull shit. Me and James aren't talking so you know he's out there being a hoe, Chris keeps trying to apologize, Johnathan won't stop blowing my phone up, and coach stay stressing how I need to be stronger in the post. Like I need something to relieve all this stress that's been happening lately so I call Desiree in the middle of math cause that teacher wasn't teaching shit.

"Wassup Rae you learning something"

"Nah just bored and aggravated by people's bull shit"

"Man me too you tryna chill today and burn one"

"Hell yea i'll be at your school after our culinary reviews"

"Ight bruh love you"

"Love you too bye"