Complicated Love

Please Just Forgive Me

                   *James prov*

It's been 3 months, 3 fucking months of me being without Bre. I can't hold, touch, kiss, or even be within ten feet from her. Man being without her is effecting me dramatically. My grades dropping, basketball im getting weak as a fuck, and I ain't had sex since I took Bre's virginity. Without her im losing myself, damn she got me sounding and acting like a little bitch. That's it im bout to pull up on her im tired of her ignoring my calls, text, DMs, and got damn Facebook messages.

I got to her house and I saw some car that i've could've sworn i've seen before. I shook it off and just knocked on the door, I would've just walked in but we ain't been talking for a good little minute. I was bout to knock again but her little brother Louis opened the door looking annoyed.

"Wassup lil bruh. Where your sister at"

"She upstairs with that fuck nigga Johnathan. But im finna go to my girl house down the street." he said dapping me up.

After dapping him up, I ran upstairs and was about to bust through the doors when I heard my baby girl curving the fuck out that nigga.

"Bre baby come on 4 years. I think its time I made love to you"

"Im not fucking you so you could go somewhere with that bull shit"

"Can I at least get a taste of how sweet you might be"

She was taking to long to answer the question and I was getting nervous. I mean Bre is just like me in many ways so I know she not bout to turn down free head so I bust through the door. He was standing over her with no shirt on while she was laying on the bed. So I climbed in the bed and layed in her lap looking up at both of them. Jimmy or whatever his name is was giving me a look like he wanted to fight and Bre's face was trying to be blank but she had a trembling smirk.

"Bre why this nigga here"

"No why the fuck are you in my girl room begging for my pussy" I sitting up placing Bre on my lap.

"Your pussy nigga please Bre tell him wassup" Jimmy said. He must not know oh well nigga gone learn today.

"James leave me alone. Im still mad at you" It's funny how she said that and still didn't move off me. She know she miss all of me just as much as I miss her.

"And you got the nerve to fight me but you did the exact same thing I did" the weak ass nigga said laughing sitting in her rolling chair.

"Nah nigga im better than your sorry ass cause I already made love to this beautiful, loving, sexy girl right in MY lap twice. And my baby's sweet and oh when I say sweet im talking bout pineapples nigga something you'll never get the chance to taste so you could dip" I said looking that nigga in his soul watching his smirk drop.

"Bre tell me this fuck boy is lying cause if you ain't let me fuck I know for a fact you ain't let him hit" Johnathan said getting hype.

"Actually we did twice and it was amazing now you could leave and don't contact me anymore my boyfriend already gave you that work already. Right baby" she said looking at me so I took that opportunity to kiss her.

"That's right now stop stalking her before I kill you nigga" I said to him with a straight face.

"Nah fuck yall but Bre im gonna fuck you ain't no way in hell imma be with you for that long and not get my dick wet" he said smirking at her in a weird way.

"Get the fuck out my house" Bre said trying to sound serious but it came out as scared and shaking.

He chuckled and left the room and Bre just bust out crying. I held her closer to me and she when calmed down she started beating my ass.

"Bre calm the fuck down. Stop hitting me girl" I said blocking her blows.

"No James four fucking days, we were only dating for four got damn days and you couldn't be faithful. You couldn't just have me no you had to fuck every bitch in our state" she said starring at me.

"Not every bitch in the state just a few hoes that were willing to give me some head"

"Really James I gave you something that meant everything to me that wasn't enough for you. Was I not good or boring or you couldn't handle being with a virgin"

"Bre breath. Stop blaming yourself for everything you know I hate that and you are perfect okay. You're also the best sex i've ever had" I said stroking her cheek

"I thought being with you would be different and I would finally be happy" Bre said looking down playing with her nails.

"Give me a chance to make it upto you it's gonna be different this time for real I pro-"

"Promise? Just like how you promised me you wasn't like these other niggas but you really are. I've been crying since I burned your shit"

"No like im dead serious. And if you try that bull shit again imma beat your ass straight up bruh"

"Whatever you could leave now"she says finally getting off if me but I was kinda sad.

"Not until you forgive me, be my  girlfriend again, and have crazy sexy wild make up sex with me" I said while taking my shoes and shirt off.

"No you should'nt even be here I don't wanna get hurt again" she said tearing up.

"Bre just listen I know i've lied to you and cheated on you but I just want you to Please Just Forgive Me" I said getting up and kissing lips then neck slowly guiding her back to get bed laying her down. She was helping me undress her and I was pulling by sweats down when................