REMEMBER (l.s)

your what?

"I'm sorry... who are you?"

Louis' POV
Bricks.. It feels like bricks. The same ones that were lifted off of me when I found him are now back on my shoulders.

How does he not remember me?? I'm his fiancé for god sakes! There's a mistake.. there has to be a-

"Amnesia. Harry might have amnesia."

Nialls words started ringing in my ears. I told him it wasn't true.. I told him to keep looking. Guess I was wrong..

"Hello? Sir?" Harry asks. I feel nauseous. The man I love and have known for years called me sir. What has life brought me to?

The tears I had in my eyes before have now turned into ones of hurt. Tears that carry this pain that barely anyone has. It hurts so much.

I look back up to him as I've been looking down towards the floor for ages. Well, ever since he brought the bricks back down to my shoulders.

I look into his gorgeous green eyes. The ones I would always look at whenever I was upset or happy. The ones that bring me home.

I could always be able to read him.. you know? Look into his eyes and know exactly what he's thinking. For some reason though.. it's like he's light years away. It's like he's not Harry, but rather someone else trapped in his body.

It's weird but it's how it feels like. Maybe I'm just tired.. happy? No, definitely tired.

Tired of trying to find Harry for three whole years. Tired of crying everyday for 1101 days.. and counting. Tired of having my hopes up when in reality everything just keeps falling into a black hole... further and further into oblivion.

I guess the only thing I can do now is introduce myself once again. Introduce myself to someone I've known ever since I was a two year old and he was born.

I was only two but oh do I remember that day...

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'Mummy!! Wanna see fwend!" I whined and whined. What can I say? I really wanted to see him.. my new friend.

"Boobear you gotta wait a second. He's just a little newborn, very fragile." My mum told me. Why all this information?? I just wanna see him!

"Okayy but wanna see!" I shouted again. My mum looked at me with raised brows and a smile playing on her lips. She seemed very amused.

"I told you love.. one-" Mum got cut off by a nurse making her way out of Anne's hospital room.

"Anne says you guys can come in now! He's adorable." She winked. For some reason I felt a sense of protection come over me. As if this would be happening a lot and I needed to protect the baby from it. It was a weird feeling.

"Cmon lou!" My mum smiled as she reached a hand out for me to take. I looked up at her with wandering eyes and smiled. I'm so ready.

The door opened slightly, opening with the smallest touch by my mother's hand.

"Can we come in Anne??" My mother hollered. We could hear Anne mumble a 'yes' and then I was dragged further into the room.

Gemma was already in there sitting next to her mother. She was looking at Harry and smiling.

She looked up quickly and smiled wider when she saw me.

"Lou! Look! This is 'arry!" She said. Her mother, Anne, looked at her with a soft smile and then looked back down at 'arry.