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Warmth Of A Frozen Kiss

Death.... Never Felt So... Cold

I continued to drift further and further at the deepest part of this dark ocean void. Nobody is waiting for me at the other side to guide me through this darkness besides Death. It's cold, everything feels so cold. I feel my body beginning to numb as the pain slowly fades away. I've held my breath a couple of times before but no matter how hard I try, my situation just won't change. It feels like someone is choking me and telling my heart to stop beating, but of course it continues to beat - barely. I could hear it's beat echoing as it strives to survive, along with my burning lungs, begging for air, and from that moment, I heard a faint voice, it sounded like my leader.. I assume his still searching for me. Death is an unwanted gift anyone is afraid to receive, but for some reason... I'm not scared.

Heheh, I still remember the days when we used to hang out under the hot sun Marshall, having fun, as if nothing matters in the world anymore, your smile, your laugh and especially your clumsiness, I still remember everything. You told me stories.. about yourself,  your past, and what you've been through. I knew after that, you didn't want to be alone, that you needed someone to be with you, someone that will walk with you in the ocean shore. Then in that very day, I made a promise to you, that I will be that person, that will always be there by your side, as your friend, as your brother. I never thought that I wanted it to be more. Unfortunately, it's too late when I realized the truth. I wanted to make you happy, but.. I guess someone else is doing it already. You've already found someone, someone that will always be with you, I shouldn't have pushed you away. Hehem, I wish I realized it sooner, yet alone... I broke my promise Marshall, I can't be the person that will stay by your side anymore... I'm not coming back, I know that I'm already dead, yet.. I never had the chance to tell you the truth.

Live well Marshall. As I felt your tenderness when I pushed you. The warmth in my paws still wouldn't go away. If I told you "You were dear to me", will my aching heart feel lighter? I could hear a faint voice beyond the ocean surface, yet I couldn't take a step forward, as the ocean keep dragging me onto the abyss. As long as I can hold on, I keep thinking about the tiny light. I hope I can meet you again Marshall, someday. You've found me, and I've found you, was that a coincidence? Or fate?

If only I had a chance, before I die, I want to convey this feelings for you Marshall. I love you so much. All my laugh, all my tears are there because of you. As long as my heart beats, I keep thinking about the tiny light. You kept telling me how lucky you are to have met me, but to be honest it's the opposite, I'm the one who's lucky to have met someone like you, and I would've not known without you.. That my weak heart who was about to cry. Seek the comfort of someone. Your presence has changed my world Marshall.

This is more than just a promise.
And it's more than just a prayer.
This is a pledge that I will be there forever, Marshall. It's a dream that will keep coming true, hopefully. It's a reassurance, so you'll never have to wonder if I'm going to be there for you. I will love you... Always. You will feel it as you come to the ocean, feeling the breeze blow past your fur, you will feel my touch, as I embrace you within it, hoping you could feel a certain warmth. You will hear my voice, and you will feel it in the spirit. I will always love you Marshall, even if I'm not there. I will tressure the days we spend and all the memories we gather in. A small message when I was once alive.

This is where my story ends, Marshall.. and where you'll continue yours... without me.. It's time for me to go now, may you and Comet have a happy future together. I held on as long as I could, I know Ryder and the other pups are tying their best to find me, ironically, the ocean just didn't want me to be found, *chuckle* and that's ok, dying for someone is not really a bad choice, especially if that someone is the person that you love. Thank you for giving me such wonderful memories... Marshall... and soon I will turn into one. To be honest, I still wanted to stay by your side a little longer Marshall, but we both know that's not possible... I wish I could tell you everything... How much I needed you... How much you mean to me... How much I love you.. This is farewell...