you really make me a sad girl-2yeon|ENG

6

Nayeon's pov

"Jeongyeon! How far is the car?" Sana kept repeating. We had been walking for just two minutes.

I was trying to understand why the relationship between Sana and Jeongyeon was bothering me so much. Why do I get such a weird feeling when those two are close? What about me being in love with Sana? I've never liked her before. Why did I realize now that Jeongyeon was there that I liked her? Then I had never liked a girl, it's weird I really like one of my best friends.

"We arrived!" I heard my squirrel friend screaming.

I sat in the back and looked at the two in the mirror.

Sana kept trying to figure out how the car worked and her confused face was fantastic. Jeongyeon instead had worn glasses and I must say that they suit her a lot. I began to focus on my neighbor. She has shoulder length blonde hair, very beautiful brown eyes and I just noticed her flawless makeup. In the end Yoo Jeongyeon isn't that bad. As I said the night before, she's really pretty.

"So you live here?" Jeongyeon asked, making Sana nod.

"Bye love" Sana said, bringing her lips to Jeongyeon's.

Here, I feel uncomfortable again. Maybe it's not a matter of jealousy, maybe I don't want to be there when they do sugary things. Though Jeongyeon doesn't seem like the type to do that stuff. In fact, she moved her lips and Sana ended up kissing her girlfriend's cheek. I suddenly feel relieved. I have two possible options: I like Sana or I feel uncomfortable when they act like the happy couple. I hope the second one. I don't want to be jealous of my friend's relationship and maybe end up ruining it. If Sana finds out I like her, she'll flirt with me right away.

Sana waved at me and got out and closed the car door. She ran home, bumping into a pole and apologizing to it. These attitudes of Sana always make me die of laughter. Jeongyeon and I began to laugh out loud. The girl turned to me and began to observe me as she continued to laugh.

"Nice bunny teeth" she said, almost hinting at a smile.

"Oh... Thanks, I think"

"It wasn't an insult, don't worry" she finally said, giving me a smile.

"Come on, come here" she said pointing to the seat next to her.

I smiled because it was finally clear to me that she was not angry with me and I opened the door to reach her forward.

Jeongyeon's pov

Her smile is really... She gets over Sana's aegyo. No, not to overcome it but I could very well compare them. She has bunny teeth that make her smile too cute. Ah, if Sana heard me...

"Well Bunny, can we go?" I asked once she sat down in the front.

The girl nodded and we left to go to our building.

Sana's pov

"You did it! Did you spend all your time with Jeongyeon?"

"There was also Nayeon"

"Oh! There were three of you!"

"Come on! I'm here now"

"And I shouldn't be here, I should be in school"

"Then why are you here?"

"Why did you ask me to come?"

"Tzuyu, I love you. I still love you"

"Then why are you with Jeongyeon?"

"Because I like you both"

"That's not how it works like. Even with Dahyun it was like that. In the end you chose her. Why do you always choose someone else in my place and then say you prefer me to them?" the little girl asked me with almost tears in her eyes, which obviously she would never left.

"Because are you fifteen and I am eighteen! Your parents disagree, have you forgotten?"

"You say you love me but if you really loved me you wouldn't flirt with whoever passes by" she said clenching her fists.

It made me feel bad to see her holding back her tears. Baby Yoda really fell in love with me. I had always loved her too but her brother had made it clear: her parents didn't want me to have a relationship with her. Sure, we could be friends and love each other but we couldn't go any further. The Chou family thought I was some kind of pervert. They weren't wrong at all... I wasn't Im Nayeon but I also had a mind full of 'shady thoughts'.

"What should I do? Be alone for three years and wait for you to grow up and be independent?" I asked with tears in my eyes.

"Do what you want with whoever you want but at least don't get taken" she yelled.

Suddenly silence came. We stood looking each other in the eyes for a few seconds, then Tzuyu broke that silence.

"Answer me and I'll leave you alone. Do you love Jeongyeon more than you can love me?"

Did I really want her to leave me alone? All this just because her parents didn't trust me as a girlfriend? Did I want to give up on her? To then suffer and make her suffer?

I looked up and looked into her eyes.

"Chou Tzuyu, I've never loved anyone. I've always had a soft spot for a lot of girls, looking for them to give me... You're only fifteen, I hope you understand. The only one I really loved is three years younger than me. I don't want that you leave me alone I just want you to be safe and that the family does not get mad at her. I care so much of her that in order to save her I would sacrifice my love. If I am with someone else it is to forget you and to make you understand that you should hate me and not get jealous and increase your feelings for me. Why do you keep loving me? "I asked raising my voice slightly in some points.

"Minatozaki Sana, can you stop being such an idiot? Seeing you with someone else hurts me" she confessed, biting his lower lip slightly.

"And it hurts me not to be able to have you. It hurts me to have used and hurt Dahyun. It hurts me to use Jeongyeon and one day see her discover the truth"

At that moment I realized what I was doing. Jeongyeon could find someone, someone who loved her and didn't use her to get something. Jeongyeon is beautiful, nice, she has a fantastic personality but she is not enough to make me love her. To be able to love her she should be Chou Tzuyu and sadly she is not. I hope I can work this out and make Jeongyeon and I continue to be friends.

"Tzuyu, please keep bothering me with your jealousy for the rest of your days until your eighteenth birthday"

I saw her rosy lips turning into a sweet smile.

Now I have to find a way to end Jeongyeon's possible future suffering ...

fas
in korea it's already the new year
here not yet
happy new year

i already have a fantatsic plot for the next 2yeon book, let's hope it will be good