Jeongyeon's pov
I went straight to the one that was our new home. Sana had to tell me something. Although I was too sad even to talk to Sana, I joined her in her room.
"Do I have to go now?" Momo asked, getting up and closing the door behind her.
"Jeongyeon... We broke up a few months ago" Sana began without looking me in the face.
"Why don't you turn the page? Loving me hurts you, me, Tzu and those around you" she continued looking into my eyes.
"Sana... I'm sorry you noticed it. I didn't want to cause you problems with Tzuyu"
"That's not the problem. Jeongyeon... Are you sure that you love me?"
"Y-yes" I said then starting to wonder if I was sure.
"Good" she said coming towards me.
She brought her lips to mine and pressed a sweet kiss to my lips.
"So?" she asked as she sat down.
"So what? Why did you do it?" I asked her annoyed.
"See. You don't like me. You like the idea of being with me, not me. You like someone to love you. I was the first one to give you strong emotions, that's why you think you love me" she explained smiling.
Thinking about it... That kiss meant nothing. Maybe Sana was right...
Jihyo's pov
"Shh. Let me hear them" I said keeping my ear attached to the door.
Momo and Tzuyu walked over and we peeked together.
"Why don't you turn the page? Loving me hurts you, me, Tzu and those around you"
"Since when does Sana speak so well?" Momo asked.
"I gave her a script" I explained.
"Since when has Sana been able to learn things?" Tzuyu asked.
Poor Sana.
"What's happening? Why is there silence?" Momo asked.
"They're kissing" I said disappointed by Sana.
"What?" Tzuyu exclaimed.
"It wasn't in the script!" I said in a panic.
"Good Sana" I said.
"What?" Tzuyu asked.
"Jeongyeon is convinced. She doesn't love Sana, she loves being loved" I explained as I walked away from the door.
"There they are" I said pretending to be talking to Tzuyu and Momo about something else.
Jeongyeon walked out the door looking at us one by one.
"I bet you want to know what we said, since you haven't heard anything" she said, looking at me first.
"Pff us?" Momo asked.
"I was eating" she said as she entered the room.
"Such a credible alibi" Jeongyeon said laughing.
"Yoo Jeongyeon, would you come for one moment?" I asked looking at her still a little confused.
"You know I felt something wrong with you. Did something happen?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.
"None of that. I had a little fight with Nichkhun" she said, leaning against the wall.
"Why?"
"I never liked that boy. We don't have a good track record" she explained, shaking her head.
"What about Nayeon unnie?" I asked not seeing her.
"She chose to go with him" she explained somewhat annoyed.
"Jeongyeon... You don't like Sana, right?" I asked, looking into her eyes.
"She's probably right, I love being loved"
Actually I would be right, I invented that speech...
"What if there is someone else who loves you?"
"And who? You?" she asked laughing.
"Open your eyes, Jeongyeon. That person is suffering, she is moving away so as not to suffer and not to mess up your impossible life with Sana" I told her leaving her there alone.
Jeongyeon's pov
I don't understand what Jihyo was referring to. Was there anyone who liked me? And was she in pain and walking away? I sure knew her, as she was drifting away and she knew about my feelings for Sana.
They are all happily taken in this group. Except Chae and Mina but they are on a good point. Jihyo definitely isn't, as she's also dating with a guy. Nayeon got in the car today with that boy, I don't think she really loves me.
"Still here?" Momo asked, opening the door.
"What have you got today?"
I saw her going back to the bed and I followed her, closing the door behind me.
"Nothing. Forget it" she said, still looking at her cell phone.
"What were you doing outside?" she asked, looking up for a moment.
"I was thinking about what Jihyo told me. There is someone who loves me but she is moving away so as not to suffer" I explained looking at Momo.
"And you still haven't figured out who she's talking about?" she asked shaking her head.
"So you know who she is!" I exclaimed hoping she would tell me who Jihyo was talking about.
"Who do you think it could be?" Momo asked.
"Not you or Dubu, not Sana or Tzuyu, not Chae or Mina"
"So who is left?"
"Jihyo and Nayeon unnie"
"Then..."
"Jihyo is dating with that guy. Nayeon got into Nichkhun's car today. How much I hate that guy. If she loved me, she wouldn't get into that car, would she? She would come to me"
"And then it was me and Sana the idiots" she said putting a hand to her forehead.
"Jeongyeon... Jihyo is taken or almost, right? And she told you that there is someone who loves you but that someone knows about your feelings for Sana. She is moving away so as not to suffer and not make you suffer. For months, Jeongyeon. You still haven't figured it out? She didn't get it right away, but she did. Nayeon unnie got into Nichkhun's car today. Why? Because she likes him? No. Not to spend too much time with you. To get away. To try to forget you. To try to love Nichkhun. But she can't. And why? Because Nichkhun is not Yoo Jeongyeon. Wake up Jeongyeon, yet you seem so smart to me. Jeongyeon, Nayeon unnie loves you" Momo said continuing on looking into my eyes and gesticulating all the time.
"S-So... No, it can't be. I made her suffer all this time? So the fights... Was it all out of jealousy? And I never noticed it?"
"Jeongyeon, the real question is: do you want to make her suffer again? Tell her how it is. You don't love her? Good. She'll get it right. At first it will hurt but she won't waste her life on you. But... Imagine your life with her. I... Looking at you... I always thought you were too much to be just friends. I felt it. So I'll be direct. Jeongyeon, do you like Nayeon unnie?"
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