you really make me a sad girl-2yeon|ENG

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Nayeon's pov

"W-What?"  I asked seeing her approaching to me.

Yoo Jeongyeon don't play with my heart. I could have a heart attack.

She brought her face close to mine. There she was, the heart attack was coming.

"Do you really think I can't flirt?"

"Yes, it's not enough to bring your face close to mine to seduce me" I told her, hoping she would go further.

"Thank you that I have other heart problems or I would have kissed you" she said walking away.

"What do you mean? What's your problem?"

"Nayeon... I have to talk to someone about it so... I like Sana. Again" she confessed.

The tears that wanted to come out were more than the dances that Momo could perform well.  I don't know how I managed to hold them back.

"And..." I said, and then I held back a sob, due to the crying I was holding back.

Please tell me you're kidding.

"And since when? When did you realize it? Or maybe you never stopped having a crush on her?"

"I don't know... It's since the show that I can't get her out of my head"

"I had noticed"

Even if I didn't want to accept it.

"Is it that noticeable?"

"No, don't worry. If I noticed it, it's because I"

Because I love you Yoo Jeongyeon but you are so blind that you have not noticed it and that you have broken my heart by confessing that you love someone you cannot have either.

"... because I'm your best friend" I explained getting up.

"Where are you going?"  she asked me.

"At home. I'm not feeling very well. Maybe I'll come back later" I told her as I walked towards the front door.

I went to my house and locked myself in the bathroom and started crying like I had never done before.

How I would like you too, as happened to me, to realize that yours is not a crush on Sana but on me.

Jeongyeon's pov

Nayeon did not come back. I decided not to visit her and to let her rest for that evening. The next morning, however, I jumped over the wall and opened her door.

"Come on Im Nayeon. Wake up!"

"Jeongy give me five minutes" she said or so I understood.

I didn't know if she was still sleeping or not.

I sat on her sister's bed and noticed that her eyes were puffy.

"Did you cry? If it is that Nichkhun I swear I'm going to hit him" I said, stroking her hair.

I cared about my friend and I was the only one who could make her cry, even with the worst insults, that was how our friendship worked.

I heard the bell on the other side and decided to go and open the door.

"I'll come in ten minutes. I hope you'll recover"

"I passed the wall and went to open it to find myself in front of Sana, Momo and Chaeyoung.

"What's up?"  I asked noticing their serious faces.

"We can't take it anymore. Chae spends the whole day with us" Sana explained, making Chaeyoung pout.

"But leave her alone"

"The problem is that her grades are lower because she only thinks of Mina" Momo explained.

"That's a problem, Chae" I scolded, making her sit on the sofa.

"I brought you an American" Sana said.

"I took donuts but I ate them along the way"

"Thanks Sana. And thanks Momo..." I said smiling at the first.

Nayeon's pov

"I spent the night crying. I dreamed of her. I dreamed of Jeongyeon wearing the wedding dress and me waiting for her at the altar but then she would walk past me and go to Sana. Then I would scream and try to go to her. The altar moved further and further away. The years passed and I continued to love her. Meanwhile, Sana was cheating on her with Tzuyu but Jeongyeon was happy, despite knowing it. And when I tried to tell her to leave her alone she said 'it's better to suffer a lot  than never having loved.' And then she would look out onto the terrace and say to me 'You know Nayeon. I always knew you liked me, from day one. I always liked you too but I couldn't give you the life that Nichkhun could have given you '"

"Heck with this plot we could make a fantastic movie" Jihyo said while I was pretty serious.

"Nayeon it's a dream. Jeongyeon is not stupid, she would leave Sana if she cheated on her and then... Sana likes Tzuyu and they are together. The end"

"What if Sana was to betray Tzuyu with Jeongyeon?"

"In that case they will both have to deal with me. Nobody makes my best friend suffer."

Jihyo is always the best at giving advice. Without her, I wouldn't know how or what to do.

"Thanks Jihyo"

"Now go to her and don't think about it. I'll come soon"

I closed the call and went outside.

I heard Momo's voice, followed by Sana's laugh. Why was she there? Because they're friends, Nayeon, don't be paranoid and then there's Momo too.

They were talking about Chae and her obsession with Mina. If Mina didn't care about Chae, the little girl had to stop insisting. Although... I am convinced that Mina likes Chae but she is very shy.  Me, Jihyo and Jeongyeon are working on how to get them together.

But now the problem is me, Jeongy and Sana. Why do you have to be so awesome, Yoo Jeongyeon?  Why you gotta get me a laugh all the time?  But why did you also tear my heart out? You broke it into a thousand pieces without even realizing it. How can you be the reason of my smile but also of my tears?  The reason of my screams of joy but also of those of anger? My dream during the day but also my nightmare during the night? How is it possible to be two opposite things? Why does love cause these effects? Why can't we be happy like in a fairytale? Perhaps because reality is a fairy tale, but one that doesn't necessarily end well.

I looked out and looked at what was happening in the house next to mine.  Chae was sulking and Momo and Sana in despair. Jeongyeon was listening to the whole thing. Chae had gotten worse at school because she spent all her time with Mina. But is it possible that without us they cannot live?

"I brought you an American" I heard Sana say.

Her favorite. Now Jeongyeon will surely be over the moon because Sana has thought of her. Unfortunately, when you think the other person cares it is only a figment of your imagination, influenced by the feelings you have for that person.

Jeongyeon thanked Sana and started staring at her, even though she was speaking Momo.

Why don't you look at me with the same eyes with which you look at her but look at her with the same eyes with which I look at you?