i hate that i love you...

chapter 18- stinging eyes

Word Count: 1113

Also this chapter contains: drug use, fighting, and blood

*Michelle's POV* 

I told Kageyama I needed some time after the whole thing with Oikawa. I didn't want to go to Nishinoya's party tonight, I just wasn't up for it. I was sitting on my bed with headphones in and just spacing out at the ceiling. I was just numb to all of Oikawa's bullshit at this point. I didn't want to spend another second thinking about him. 

All of  a sudden my door swung open, it was Kageyama. 

"Get up and get ready. We're going to Nishinoya's." he said nonchalantly. 

"But-" I started, but I was quickly cut off. 

"Nope, we're going. That's that." he said as he shut the door. 

I went back to my house to get ready, without anyone knowing. I wish I stopped to see Ivy, but I was in a rush. 

I put on a pair of ripped jeans and a black tank top, I did some simple makeup and put on white sneakers. I went back out and got into Kageyama's car. 

"You-you look nice." he muttered. 

"um, thanks" I replied. 

We got there 10 minutes later and went in. The house was huge and already filled with people and loud music. We made our way over to a corner where the Karasuno team was. I realized that the area reeked of weed, and I could tell a few of the guys were high. 

"Hey Kageyama, who's this?" a boy with gray hair asked us. 

"Oh, uh this is Michelle, she's my uh...date." he stuttered. 

We both took a seat on the couch and talked for a while, until I decided to get a blunt for myself. I lit it and inhaled the smoke while I blew it out in a ring of smoke. 

"Woah, how'd you do that?" Nishinoya asked me. 

"I've smoked before, I learned a few tricks" I replied while my eyes started to sting. 

"Michelle, I don't think this is a good idea. Stop." Kageyama whispered to me as I lifted the blunt back up to my mouth. 

"You're no fun, here, try it." I said. He took it into his hands and inhaled. He leaned over and blew the smoke into my face. 

"Two can play at that game asshole." I laughed while climbing onto his lap. I took it again and blew smoke into his face. 

*Kageyama's POV*

Michelle blew smoke into my face as my eyes felt like they were burning. I could feel my eyes getting heavy and my memory starting to become a blur. She got off my lap and leaned on my shoulder. We shared the blunt until it ran out. At that point we were so fucking high, but a window was open so the smell wouldn't be too strong. 

I was just sitting on the couch and I leaned over to talk to Michelle, until I realized she wasn't there. I heard her voice but I couldn't place where it was. I slowly got up as I saw her with Oikawa. My heart shattered. I couldn't believe it. I hid behind a wall to hear what they were saying. 

"So what, now you're with Kageyama? I'm not surprised, you've always been a whore. You've probably fucked him already haven't you?" Oikawa said in an angry tone. 

I waited for Michelle's response. 

"Unlike you Oikawa, I never cheated, although it was tempting having someone who actually cared about me while you were treating me like shit." she snapped back. 

"You're lucky I ever even gave you a chance. I just planned on using you. You never meant shit to me." he said as a loud slap followed. 

I looked over to see what happened, I figured Michelle being in this state caused her to hit him. I turned and saw Michelle on the floor. 

"What did you do!?" I yelled as I grabbed Oikawa by the collar.  

"Treating her like the slut she is.." he responded. I could tell he was drunk by the way he looked like a fucking bum. 

"How? Because she realized I'll actually treat her well unlike you who just sees girls as sex objects??" I responded. 

"She's a whore, she doesn't deserve any good treatment. She's just a nice body, that's all she's worth." he said in a stuck up tone.

I shoved him to the wall as I punched him in his nose. Him being drunk, he could barely look up. He was making this way too easy. I threw him to the ground as I hopped on him and started punching him. My mind was blurred, I had abandoned all reasoning as I beat this fucker to the ground. I kept going until I felt myself getting pulled off of him. 

"Kageyama stop! You're bleeding..." a tall brunette guy yelled at me, it was Asahi. I didn't recognize him with his hair down. He looked like Jesus. And anyways, I didn't feel anything. I wiped my nose as I saw my hand covered in blood. I looked over at  Oikawa who was covered in marks and blood. I scoffed at his pathetic state. 

I was brought back over to the couch where Michelle was now. I got the blood to stop after a few minutes as I turned to Michelle. 

"I..I'm sorry. I shouldn't have lose control it's just, he hit you and then he was saying these awful things about you and I just..I care about you too much to let shit like that slide." I told her. 

"It's okay." she said as she turned to me. I saw the red mark from Oikawa's hand on her face, I held her face and kissed her. Then I kissed her again. And again. I didn't want to stop, her kiss was comforting. 

"Ew bro, get a room!" Nishinoya yelled as he threw a pillow at us. Michelle and I laughed at him. 

"Fine, we will." I said to him. She spun her head to me confused. I held my hand out as she grabbed it with a smile. I saw Nishinoya's jaw drop as we walked away. 

We found an empty room upstairs as I locked the door and turned to face her. Her face was a bright shade of red as she looked up at me.

"Are-are you okay with this" I asked her as our faces stood inches apart. (ask for consent kids 😁) 

"Yeah, I'm okay." she said as she placed a small kiss on my lips. I kissed her back as she laid down on the bed.

A/N: LMAOOOO nah ya'll can imagine the rest I'm done goodbye nope I'm sorry  💀