i hate that i love you...

chapter 3- what the h3ll

(Hey rlly quick A/N, but this chapter contains a little bit of mature content so just a heads up, anyways here's chapter 3!) 

Word count: 562 

"W-what're you doing?" I stuttered. I was cut off by him kissing me. It only lasted a few seconds until I pushed him off me.

"What the hell?" I asked, slightly raising my voice. 

He put his hand over my mouth, "Shhh, are you trying to get us caught?" I frowned at him. He then smirked at me, "What's wrong shorty?", as he removed his hand from my mouth. 

I didn't know what to say. I sat there, staring into his brown eyes. My face felt hot, I could tell I was blushing. I didn't know what to do. In my defense, how the fuck do you respond to this? 

He smiled and kissed me again. This time, I didn't push him off. Not gonna lie...I kinda liked it. 

He kissed my neck and left a hickey. I knew my mom was gonna be pissed at that one. I wrapped my arms around him and ran my hand through his hair. He stopped kissing my neck and came back up to kiss my lips. We made out for a good few minutes.

I pulled away for a second, "I still don't like you y'know." I said, grinning.

"Sure, keep telling yourself that." he said while rolling his eyes.

After a few more minutes, we heard footsteps in the hall. Oikawa ran to unlock the door, and we ran to sit in our seats. Once we sat down we tried to fix our hair, and I tired covering up my neck with my hair. We tried to act natural.

Our teacher walked in and looked at us , "I hope you've both learned your lesson. Don't let stuff like that happen again." she said, "You're free to go."

We both nodded at her, grabbed our stuff, and walked out. As we were walking out, her eyes darted to my neck and her jaw dropped. 'Shit.' I thought.  It was around 4:00, and it was mid- November, so it was already getting dark out. I was always scared to walk alone in the dark. That's why I usually walked home with Kageyama, he lived right next to me so it always worked out.

"Hey, I can walk you home if you want." Oikawa said. I guess he could tell I was nervous. 

I wanted to say no, because I still hated him-at least I think I did-but for some reason, I nodded.

"Lead the way" he said, sticking his arm out gesturing to the exit of our school. The walk home was quiet for the first few minutes, but it was a comfortable silence.

"Hey, no feelings involved with...what happened, right?" he asked me.

"Yeah, I'm okay with that." I said.

 The truth is, I didn't know if I actually liked him or not. Even if I did, he was a player. He's dated at least 12 girls in his 3 years of high school. I mean, that's what I heard at least. I was new this year, but since the day I met Oikawa, I just hated him. Anyways, I can't like him. I'm not supposed to. It would only hurt me, and I've been hurt way too much for someone in their second year of high school.