Chapter 9: Bitch, Who do you love?

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HEYY HAPPY NEW YEARS!! I hope for great things this year and that this year is better than last year. Let's leave all that negative energy behind in 2020! I know y'all saw the TPWK music video, I was up at 7 am to see the mf premiere. It WAS SO GOODD! I'm so proud of Harry and you can tell that he is so happy with his music and views. Anyways it's the kisspering for me. Have y'all noticed that Harry almost always has to have his arm/hand on Zayn's shoulder or any part of his body for that matter. Even if they aren't real anti's have to admit that they definitely had a touchy-feely relationship. Okay enjoy the chapter!

*Also this chapter reminded me of the song 'Who do you love?' by YG ft. Drake so that's why I named the chapter that and the song is on the second slide :)*

Wednesday after school

After class ended, I went to the main building to retrieve my bag from my locker. I'm still a bit worried about Harry but maybe he was just tired from working out right? I know I get an attitude when I work out so maybe that's the issue.... hopefully. After retrieving my bag I went to the front of the school to find one of my friends.

Scanning the area my eyes landed on Louis who was standing by the food cart. "Lou!" I called out, making my way towards him. "Oh hey Zee. Come with me to get some food," he said, grabbing my hand. After picking what snacks we were going to get, we paid and walked back into the school. "So are you ready for our game tomorrow?" I asked. "Yeah, is it a home game or away game though?" "I think it's home."

"Did you want me to walk you to meet Harry?" He asked. "Sure." "I think I'll stay around the corner too," he states. "Why?" I ask. "You know just in case something happens and you need some help," he replies softly. "AWWW, I love you so much Lou Lou," I say hugging him and kissing his cheek. "Yeah whatever, love you too (I guess🙄)," he mumbles flustered.

By the time we make it back to the K building, it's already 3:20. I decided to text Harry because Louis is an impatient fuck.

@zayn: Are you almost done?

@Harry_Styles: I said 3:30

@zayn: okay but I have to change soon for practice :(

@Harry_Styles: just wait.

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I showed Louis the messages, my anxiety rising the more I re read them. "What is he so goddamn mad for?" I rant. "I don't know Zayn. This is looking really low though," he says scratching the top of his head. "When he comes, you can leave Louis." I say, making up my mind. "What? Why? After reading those messages I'm staying my ass right here," he responds. "No because if he tries me he's just getting cussed out. I know he's big or whatever but I can run if he tries to hit me. But he probably won't, I'll be fine man." "Okay Zee I trust you," Louis says, putting his hands up. In the meantime we started eating. After a few minutes Harry walks over with that Ashton guy.

"Alright I'll see you later, Zee." Louis says before walking off with Ashton. I turn to Harry in expectancy. He just sits down on the stairs and stares at me. I sit down next to him still waiting. Unlike the last time this silence is nowhere near comfortable. After a while of uncomfortable tension I speak up. "What's wrong Harry?" I ask, fidgeting. "What are we doing?" He asks. "What are you talking about?" "Zayn you can't play me," he chuckles. "Bro, what are you tryna get at?" I ask, starting to get irritated.

"Choose Zayn. I know you and Mehki have something going on. I want you to choose," he says looking at me. "I- I don't know," I reply. "Yes you do. Just say it." He scoffs. "Okay well I choose Mehki," I say. "You're too old for me, you could have any girl or guy your age and I know Mehki better. I'm sorry." "Okay but I didn't choose somebody my age. I chose you because I want you. You're a different breed.( if you don't understand why this statement is in Italics be glad. -N)" He says caressing my cheek. "My mind's made up," I reply, squeezing his hand. "Alright, I get it but I'm always here if you change your mind." He says as he gets up. "Thank you for understanding Harry," I say, pulling him in for a hug. He tightens his hold on me, swaying us side to side. "It's no big deal Zayn. I'll see you around," he says squeezing my shoulder before walking off.

I smile and watch him as he walks off. When he is out of view my smile turns into a frown. I know he said it was no big deal but I couldn't help but realize that during this whole conversation he only called me Zayn. Not Bambi or Team Captain, just Zayn. I just hope I made the right decision. 

Sorry the chapters have been taking longer and getting shorter. I've been going through a minor writers block. It's kind of hard to organize all my thoughts, then put them in chronological order and then write the chapters in detail. But I'll figure it out. 

So how do you feel about Zayn choosing Mehki over Harry? 

Do you think he made the right choice? 

Question of the day: What's one goal you have for yourself this year? My major goal is to get at least one D1 or D2 offer for lacrosse by the end of the year. 

Kisses😘-N

(p.s. I don't know why I keep writing these at 2 o'clock in the morning but someone send help lol.)


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