soy luna and bia one shots!

Just hold me close and nothing else matters

Happy New Year everyone!!! I hope that everyone has a great 2021 filled with joy and happiness!!! In honor of the new year, I wanted to write a one-shot because I wanted to start this year with a bang. Anyways I hope you guys enjoy this story, it's so far one of my favorites!!!

WARNING: A MAJOR TW IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, ETC. There will be a makeout scene in this story but nothing explicit is mentioned. 

"What do you want, Bia?" Manuel said, bursting into the fundom bathroom. "At least you answered me this time Manuel. You haven't answered a single one of my calls or texts, what is wrong with you,?" Bia yelled. "I don't need to, I'm not your boyfriend anymore," Manuel scoffed. "Manuel, what the actual fuck is wrong with you, why are you doing this to yourself?" Bia screamed. "First off, keep your voice down, secondly, I'm sick of the lies, I'm SICK of them," Manuel fumed. "What lies Manuel? It doesn't even involve you, it's my sister, not yours. Why should you care Manuel, why?" Bia questioned. "You don't understand Bia, you never will," Manuel groaned in frustration. Bia moved an inch closer to Manuel, "I am always going to be here for you Manuel, no matter whether we're dating or not, I'll always be there for you," Bia said calmly. "That's the thing Bia, you weren't. You weren't there for me when I found out that Antonio was...my father," Manuel said with a pause. "You offered your condolences and told me everything is going to be alright. But it isn't Bia, it isn't. Nothing's alright, I feel like I don't belong here anymore, not even the person who I stayed in Buenos Aires for even cares about me," Manuel sighed.

Bia felt like someone had just slapped her across the face. She couldn't believe what he had just said. "I'm not there for you? Manuel please, don't play this game with me. I know you just as well you know yourself. I get that it takes time to process this stuff but you'll be fine in the end," Bia said, trying to calm him down. "See Bia? You don't get it. You're saying that everything will be okay but it's not, you know what? There's no point in talking to you," Manuel choked. As he was leaving a Bia grabbed him and pulled him towards her and pulled him into a hug. She didn't want to let him go ever. She couldn't handle it anymore the tears fell down her face and her breathing became unsteady. She screwed up, she had screwed up really bad. Manuel was right, she hadn't been there for him, she was only worried about her family, not others. She couldn't handle it anymore as she started bawling into Manuel's chest feeling his heartbeat. The fact that Helena was alive and that everything was a lie. That Lucas was driving and Helena was innocent. All of the hate towards her family wasn't even true, all of it was a lie. Her family had been torn down for nothing. She couldn't handle it anymore. Manuel couldn't bear to see Bia like this. After everything, she was his world. Through everything, she was always there for him. "Why did I say that?" Manuel thought. "Now this is all of my fault".

Manuel felt the pain that Bia did. After all, she was an Urquiza and he was a Gutiérrez. Manuel pulled her closer and didn't let her go. They were both broken and there was no denying it. Manuel lifted her head so that they were both staring at each other with tears in their eyes. Bia smashed her lips against Manuel's not wanting to let go of him. All of sudden Bia was pinned against the wall, both of them kissing each other very passionately as Bia's legs locked around Manuel's body. Bia didn't want to let go of him. She couldn't take it anymore. She didn't want to deal with it anymore. She just wished her life was normal like any other teenager. She wished that she didn't have to hide her relationships or cry herself to sleep every night because she knew that Helena was never going to come back. Tears both running from their eyes as their tongues collided, battling for dominance. Their lips collided again as Bia's arms went around Manuel's neck and his going on her shoulders. Manuel couldn't deal with it anymore. The lies, the drama, it was too much for him. Why did everything have to happen to him and Bia? The idea of running away was sounding great in Manuel's mind.

The kiss got deeper by the second as Manuel's lips traveled to Bia's neck kissing and sucking all of her sensitive spots. Bia gasped for air, melting at his touch as tears traveled down her face uncontrollably. Their lips met each other with so much force, a moan escaped both of their mouths. Then Bia's mind flashed back into real-time. She broke the kiss as she wiped the tears off her face. "Manuel I have a rehearsal with Chiara and Celeste, I have to go now," She said silently as she walked out of the bathroom. "Bia wait-" Manuel said as he grabbed her hand. "Do you wanna talk about it?" Manuel asked. Bia felt the tears flow down her cheeks, "What is there to talk about Manuel, I screwed up again. I didn't care about your feelings, I was too worried about mine," Bia cried. "I can't do this anymore,". "Bia stop putting yourself down I hate to see you like this. This is all my fault don't do this to yourself Bia. I'm so sorry I just feel like everything is falling out of place, first Antonio is apparently my father, second, it was Lucas who was driving not Helena," Manuel stated softly. Bia choked on her tears when he mentioned Helena. Manuel pulled her into a hug knowing that she wasn't going to be alright.

Both of them remained there for a while when Bia sat down against the wall and tilted her head up and looked at the ceiling and asked Manuel, "Do you ever think about how your life would be without all of this drama?". Manuel sat down next to her and looked at the ceiling too and then said, "Every day, every day I wish that I had a regular family and that I wasn't the person I am,". Bia sat up and asked him, "That last part, why do you wish you weren't who you are?". Manuel smiled at her, "It has nothing to do with you. I just wonder how it would be if I didn't get kicked out of my own family's home or if I didn't act like an idiot with Alex,". Bia nodded at that. "What about you?" Manuel questioned as he wiped the tears from her face. "I always wondered what it would be like if Helena were alive and were with me. Would we still have a good relationship? Would she still be in Moondust? Would we share all of our secrets?" Bia said quietly. "But the fact that she might be alive and not even tell me and my family who have suffered so much because of this burns me. If Helena were to be alive and came to me, I would be thrilled but also angry. I'd be angry because I suffered so much due to her death. I got bullied for my sister being a so-called "murder" and I used to cry myself to sleep because I was so ashamed of myself for something my sister didn't even do,"

Manuel took her hand in his and squeezed it, "Bia, a single piece of what those people said to you isn't true and it never will be. I will not let someone hurt my girlfriend like that ever," Manuel said, giving her hope. Bia sighed at this and rested her head on Manuel's shoulder as Manuel slid his arm around her. They both remained quiet for a while knowing the burden that had recently happened in their lives. Bia slowly started to drift off against Manuel's shoulder as she was so tired from researching about Helena all through the night. Manuel smiled at this and placed a sweet kiss on her forehead. "I'm sorry Bia, I'm so sorry," Manuel whispered. Bia got chills from this. "Just hold me close and nothing else matters," Bia muttered. Both of them couldn't live without each other. Each moment, each second they shared were worth diamonds in their eyes. No one had been able to set them apart and it was going to stay like that. Bia jolted up an idea striking her, "Manuel do you wanna run away with me?". Manuel sat up straight looking into her eyes, "I would actually love to do that," Manuel said seriously. "Really?" Bia asked, shocked at his answer. "I'm sick of all of this Bia, the only thing that matters to me is you," Manuel said looking into her eyes. Bia's breath became staggered. She had always been breath taken from his sea-green eyes. Bia couldn't resist herself any longer. She pulled herself onto Manuel and kissed him as hard as she could. Manuel kissed her back putting his hand around her body. Bia wanted this drama to end. The only thing that mattered to her was Manuel. She wanted this fever dream to end. 

I hope you guys liked it!!! Also thank you guys so much for 1K reads!! I am so grateful to everyone who has read my stories!!!

Also if you guys noticed, I said fever dream at the end of the story. I am actually writing a song called fever dream and it was actually inspired by this one shot and the heartbreak I have experienced.