The thing about forever

is this goodbye?

Hey guys sorry about the lateness but hopefully you guys had a nice Christmas and a great New year and well yea hopefully 2021 isn't so damn bad 

 Korra was leaving in a week and I couldn't bare to see her go I just couldn't. We all spent lots of time together because we would not know how long Korra would be gone. Everyone is working or either out of the house I've been calling Korra but she doesn't answer me so I decided to call Mako. 

Mako: hey Sami what's up

Asami: Hey Mako I was wondering have you texted or at least heard from Korra

Mako: um no why is something wrong

Asami: I'm not sure but she's not answering any of my calls

Mako: well last that I knew sparky left the station and headed home and Bolin also went to the house to eat lunch you can call them.

Asami: Okay thanks Mako bye

Mako: Okay bye good luck.

I started to get a little worried because I don't know what could be going on with her. But it's Korra. I thought to myself she's probably asleep or her phone is dead. I decided to shake my thoughts and call Bolin.

Bolin: Hello Bolin here how may I be at your duty today

Asami: Bolin are you at the house right now

Bolin: No I'm here at the gym why what's wrong

Asami: Well Korra isn't answering my calls so I was wondering if you saw her

Bolin: Oh yea she was with me in the kitchen she acted a little different but after I left I saw her with Kuvira and Sparky playing on the console.

Asami: W-what is Kuvira doing at my house

Bolin: I don't know she was there with sparky but anyway call sparky 

Asami: Alight bye

Bolin: Bye

Once again I was still confused and worried but I still cant let those feelings get the best of me. So I shook my thoughts once again so I called sparky she didn't pick up the first time but she did pick up the second time.

Sparky: Howdy miss. Sato how may I help you 

Asami: Hey sparks have you seen Korra or heard of her

Sparky: Yeah I was with her about an hour ago then I headed to the Movers with Kuvira why what's wrong 

Asmai: She isn't picking up my calls

Sparky: Oh well I can call you when I get home and let you know

Asami: Ok how far are you 

Sparky: About like I don't know maybe 15 minutes away

Asami: Alright call me once you get home bye

Sparky: Bye

I've calmed down a bit knowing that someone was on there way home but I still had a very good grip onto my phone just waiting for that one phone call from either Korra or Sparky I must have been really deep into my thoughts that I didn't notice the time. 20 minutes have passed and still no call so I decided to call Korra one last time hoping she answered. Each ring that went through the phone my heart beated a little more faster then someone picked up and my breath hitched.

Asami: Korra are you ok why haven't you picked up my calls I was worried sick

Korra: Well actually Asami its Sparky umm You should come home quickly its about Korra

I just dropped my phone grabbing my keys not caring about work  and headed to my car so many thoughts were going through my head. My breathing was heavy my eyes were stinging. I was really deep in my thoughts I didn't even notice I was already home. I jumped out of my car and ran inside. Once I got inside I noticed Mako was there as well.

Asami: Where's Korra 

Mako: Asami this is um for you 

I grabbed the piece of paper I inspected it and noticed it had my name on it.

Asami,

               My dear Asami I'm so sorry I really am but I couldn't bear to see you working so hard everyday. I couldn't stand watching you put your life on hold just for me. You have future industries to work on and I have to heal. I made a promise to you and I will always keep that promise to you because Asami Sato you are my life your my everything I would go to the ends of this earth with you but to be able to do that I have to heal. I'm so sorry for not saying good bye to you in person, I don't know why but it hurt me  and I understand if you never forgive me but Asami I promise you even if you hate me I will come back to you in no time but I'm truly sorry I love you 

              Korra

Asami: WHY, why would she just leave us like that, leave me like this that's not fair

My knees gave out and i fell to the ground heartbroken. I felt Mako and Sparky hug me and surprisingly even Kuvira but I didn't mind I didn't care about anything at the moment I felt angry and sad I just felt so many different emotions but....why.