My Thoughts In Writting (Work in Progress Dairy will Update Very Rarely)

Rebellious Thoughts and Feelings at 4am

After watching 3 movie series full of rebellion and fights for freedom here's what I typed out and almost posted to Facebook ALMOST.

"We really need to rebel against the government like for real enough playing games I'm so tired of being a sheep stuck in the same loop stuck seeing the same issues arise. Stuck watching people die for nothing. Forced to live a life blanketed by a society built on lies cheating and hatred on a country built on the bones of the innocent. We are told to move on from the horrid past they created to forgive forget and move on. How can we say that about our country and have the nerve to shame other countrys for their past blood shed. If we are going to force them to remember and be held accountable then we should have the common decency to do the same to this damn country we call home. This so called free country where people are still dying for nothing. Where basic human rights are taken. Where the rich keep getting richer and the poor are left to die in the dirt. Begging for pennies and scraps. Working 40+ hours for the rest of our lives in mediocre jobs just to barely survive and to pass along this pattern to our children and them theirs. We are not free. We are not happy. We are being lied to. We know this and we stay put like the obedient pets we are. You're all so afraid to die standing up for whats truly right. Shit I'm afraid to die to. I'm a coward and I'm so damn sick of it. I wanna live but not if others have to suffer while i sit by blindly hoping for things to just be okay or for all our troubles to just simply disappear. If I have to die fighting for others to live a truly free life then so be it. People do it every day. I don't care about being remembered either. I don't need to be a legend I just want to be apart of something bigger something real."

~Aidalis Shyann Martinez
January 2nd 2021