Osasuna and Sakuatsu

12-End for her

TW: blood, suicide, cutting
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On the floor, Chi was holding a knife. Dripping in red liquid that had such an amazing, scary colour. She was on her knees, holding her left wrist up.

The wrist was bloody. The cuts were deep. Chi was crying. Madly.

Suna stood there. Eyes wide. About to cry, scream.

'How could this happen to her... To me?'

Chi didn't notice. All she felt was pain and relief. She dropped the knife down. It echoed. The sound went far, far, far away until it faded.

She made a loud whimper.

The knife was next to her left knee.

Everything was crimson. Not white, how the bathroom used to be.

Her black hair hid her face.

Suna still wanted to scream and cry. He wanted to run, he wanted to go to someone.

But he just stood there. Frozen in place. Shock. All he could see was his mother's figure, and blood.

'No... no.'

He didn't know what to do.

'What do I do?'

Help Chi?

'Help her?'

Run away?

'Should I run?

Scream?

'I want to scream.'

Chi was still on her knees. Her wrist landed on her tights. She was pushing herself with her right arm, so she doesn't fall.

Suna then noticed something.

'She's left-handed... Did she cut with her right hand on purpose so she'll do it more recklessly? Or was it because she doesn't want to use her left hand anymore?'

'I'm scared...'

She spoke up. "I want to die"

Suna didn't mean it. He didn't want to do it. He gasped. Loudly enough for Chi to hear.

Her shaking. It stopped. She was frozen too.

'Mom... What did you do?

What did I do?

What do I do now?'

Noone said anything. Chi was looking at the shining crimson floor, Suna was looking at her.

She felt his presence.

Suna didn't see it. But her eyes were wide, her mouth open. She had an idea.

She spoke up again. What exactly did she say? Suna didn't know. But he could make out a few of her words.

"Rin... Take care. I love you. I was the problem. Now you'll be free of the problem."