Osasuna and Sakuatsu

17-Very uncomfortable

For some reason Wattpad deleted two attempts of me trying to write this chapter. So yeah- I'm writing this for the third fucking time.

And I'm making things ✨sad✨ again- not like Suna's situation but the brotherly sad things like in chapter 3 or somewhere there 😗

So if ya felt emotional there, prepare a big blanket and a pillow to hug. Put music and read the sad part. Yes, this was a warning.

ANNNND THANK YOU FOR 3K+ READS <3 LOVE Y'ALL

...Ignore me and the covers...
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Osamu hugged Atsumu tightly.

Atsumu felt like he was about to cry. The reason he didn't say anything about dating Sakusa is still unknown to him. But everytime he thought about coming out, a feeling of guilt took over.

So Atsumu didn't say anything to avoid the feeling.

Atsumu hugged back and relaxed. He usually didn't like crying in public. But now- he felt somehow.... Safe. He was with his twin brother and his best friend, noone would judge him for crying now.

So he let himself cry a little.

'Do I feel too responsible...? I think coming out and saying that I'm dating Omi Omi would break those girls... I just don't want to make anyone sad. I don't want to hurt anyone.'

"If ya think ya'll break those girls' hearts, yer wrong. I basically did the same thing. And yer hurting yerself like this. That's not good y'know."

Atsumu shivered. Osamu said that in such a serious tone while comforting Atsumu.

'Did he ever say something like that in such a serious tone...'

Osamu pulled out of the hug and grabbed Atsumu by the shoulders. Atsumu's eyes were a little swollen and red.

Osamu gripped Atsumu's shoulders.

"Don't do this ta yerself. Don't do this to me. Don't do this to Sakusa."

Atsumu shed out another tear and a sniffle.

"I just feel too responsible."

"Then don't"

"Feelings don't just go away like that Samu"

Atsumu's words got cut off here and there because of his hard breaths and sniffles.

"Then just push yerself. Because I'm not letting ya be like this anymore. I can even do it for ya if ya want."

Atsumu quickly analyzed the opinions.

1. If he does it alone, he will feel extremely guilty and uncomfortable. And it would be quite embarrassing.

2. If Osamu does it without Atsumu around, everyone would look at him weirdly when he shows up. Embarrassing.

3. If Osamu does it with Atsumu, and Atsumu stays silent, all eyes would be on him. He would get embarrassed and uncomfortable.

4. If he doesn't come out, he'll keep hurting his own feelings and he'll have to reject every girl. He would feel guilty. And Osamu would be more worried.

All opinions he could think of seemed terrible. But he had to take one way.

He snuffled.

"Could you do it with me?"

Atsumu looked down to the floor. Osamu shot a warm smile at his brother.

"If it's the best way."