✓ look away my love | eren jaeger

sasha's dead body

After many hours of riding on a horse and following Eren based off of his dad's memory... they were finally at their destination.

The sea.

Eren looks out in awe as he saw the beautiful blue waves go out as far as he could see. So caught up in the scenery, he was pulled out of it when he heard a small gasp beside him. He looked-sorta down to see y/n with her big eyes already bigger as they widened at the sea and her mouth little far apart. Then a few tears drops flowed down her cheek. Eren used his thumb to wipe it away and y/n glanced at him and smiled.

She then pulls him in a hug and burrows her head in his chest while still looking out at the sea and Eren holds her like if he lets go by a little, the world is going to snatch her from him. Y/n had her arms wrapped around his build while Eren had his arm on her back and pulled her in and the other free hand petting her hair.

"So this is the sea..."

Now on the other side of the sea...

Eren is outside of his Titan's nape, looking out at the scenery. Debris and rubble and scared people screaming. That is what's happening

Look at the man I am, y/n. And look at you...

Out of all the chaos, he spots you trying to save a child who was crushed by the debris. The debris Eren made when transforming. Although y/n's mission was to help Eren attack Marley she couldn't help but feel a little bad for the kid that got killed... by her boyfriend. Eren watched as you tried to tend the little boys wounds but by the looks of him, he was most likely dead. He saw your face. It was so scared and worried for the boy. He wanted to show a sad expression but he was so broken he could do anything about his display of expressions.

Look at you... worrying for someone's life and you don't even know them. While I took away millions of people's lives and didn't show mercy.

Eren then sees Jean grabbing y/n from the little boy and forcing her to flung up into the air and use her 3DM gear.

The next thing Eren knew was that he was in the blimp looking down in humiliation as y/n looks at him with teary eyes and him in a sorry state; his hair long, he grew a stubble, and he probably reeked sweat.

Please don't look at me like this... Look away, my love. I beg of you.

Then he see's y/n crying her heart out as she tries to heal Sasha's wounds. All he hears is her cries. Her blood wrenching cries. He looks at your hands and see Sasha's blood on them, "Sasha's dead... SASHA'S DEAD." is what y/n screams as she looks down at Sasha's lifeless body.

You are the reason for all happiness... while I am the reason for all destruction...

As Eren stares at her... y/n's teary eyes look up at Eren. Eren's eyes widen slightly to see her in such a terrible attitude; crying. He never liked her crying despite how beautiful the puffy-ness made her look. Y/n and Eren make eye contact before Jean closes the door from the other room and blocking them.

I'm sorry...