Monster

Deep Thinking "1x10"

I let loose. I continued watching the telly but I just couldn't stop thinking. He was rude, yet he was respectable. That was very much possible. I was like that once. I was always mad at everything for not letting me fit in. I sighed. There went my Saturday night. I really don't understand what's going on. I like Luke, but I also like Tyler. Luke is nice and all but it seems as if he doesn't like me like that. Tyler fucking raped me with his hands. Meh, we all have problems right? I have multiple. I'm on the verge of failing literally ALL my classes, my dad's this drunk maniac, my bestfriend is in love with me, I like two guys, My unbearable rage and angerment issues, My trust issues. I got 99 problems and Everything is all of them.

I sat at the kitchen table, stirring my up my cup of tea. Green tea was my favorite. It calmed me down a lot. Just like my grandmother. Whenever she was close to a nervous breakdown, she'd brew up a cup and just listen to the morning birds. But in my case, it would be the midnight chirping of the crickets. I heard a knock on the door. Who the hell would knock on my door at a time like this? I scoffed and got up from my comfort zone.

He didn't say a word. Blood gushed from the scar on his face. "Tyler" I whispered. I pulled him into a hug, not caring if I had gotten blood on me. I dragged him to the kitchen, sitting him down. I cleaned him up and bandaged the wound.

"What happened" I whispered, sitting infront of him.

He looked to scared to even answer.