Monster

I Will Stay "2x15"

I opened my eyes. I failed to see who it was, but they smelt of booze and pot.

Harry.

"GO AWAY HARRY. I DON'T WANT YOU. I HATE YOU. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I HATE YOU. I HAVE ALWAYS HATED YOU. WHO COULDN'T HATE YOU. OH WAIT, WHO WOULD EVER LOVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU. NO ONE. NOT ME. YOU ARE A MONSTER. NO ONE COULD EVER LOVE A MONSTER. NOT YOU. HOME. THAT'S ALL I WANT. TO GO HOME" I screamed at him, emphasizing 'always'. My throat ached as I said it. I stepped back. I was surprised that he didn't step closer like he usually did.

It felt odd. He would call me some stupid name and say something completely rude, but instead, he was silent.

Come to think of it, I was actually confound. "Harry?" I asked quietly.

No answer.

"Harry answer me please" I said once more before stepping closer.

The bright headlights automatically turned off, letting the moonlight shine on his face, making it visible.

I felt my heart drop, seeing what I just saw.

"Harry, I didn-" I started. I didn't feel the urge to continue. What I'm seeing right now was telling all of me to stop.

Harry was crying.

I wanted to hug him, but I stood my ground. I didn't mean what I had said. I was just a mindless bitch.

"Harry. Harry please speak to me. Say something" I whispered.

Not a single word.

I watched as droplets fell from his chin. His green eyes were dull and lifeless. I had made them that way.

"I a-am so sorry" I stuttered as I stepped forward. He did not move. I moved closer. I looked up at him, but his gaze was elsewhere. His eyes were glazed over with tears and hurt. What have I done. I did not know that he was this sensitive. He seemed so.. so.. sanguine. Like nothing would break down his walls. I wrapped my arms around him. I honestly didn't care if he hugged back or not. All I wanted to do was show him that I didn't mean those words.

"Did you mean it" He finally said. His voice was so broken that it hurt me to even hear such a thing.

"No. No Harry, I didn't mean it. I just... I was just mad. That's all" I whispered to him, "I did not mean it".

I heard his heartbeat. His breathing. I heard how his heartbeat was fast and abnormal, how his breathing hitched every other second.

I heard something else.

I looked over his shoulder to see another speeding car, but this one had no intention of stopping. And behind the wheel was that guy from the bar.

"Harry! We need to move!" I screamed at him. But he didn't budge. I pushed him and pulled him, he refused.

"DAMMIT HARRY!" I yelled.

They came full speed, not giving me time move, but I felt a push. I nearly flew to the other side of the road. I hit my head pretty hard on something, a rock maybe? Who knows, I was out cold the next second.

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"See those hills? Beyond them, is a magical place. We can go there sometime"

"Really Daddy?!"

"Of course sweety, anything for you"

Then the sudden memory stopped, and started with an overwhelming pain. I groaned and rolled over to my sides. My lungs had a hard time pumping, my breathing abnormal. My chapped lips trembled as I failed to stand correctly. As I regained my balance, I looked for Harry. He was nowhere in sight.

"Ha-" I started to only end with uncontrollable coughing. It hurt to speak, so I kept my mouth shut.

I limped as I walked, searching for him. It was still dark out, probably 2 in the morning.

My eyesight was poor but I managed to see a pair of shoes. Then legs. Then everything else. I limped as fast as I could, pain coursing through my body. I fell next to him. God, please. I stared down at his motionless body. I screamed and screamed but I just couldn't get him to wake up. I looked around, and in his pockets. Then I found his phone close by. I was so close to phoning the police, but I looked for Niall's number instead. If they found out who he really was, then he'd be juice.

"N-Niall?" I stuttered, my throat getting drier by the second.

"Paige?! Holy hell! Where are you? Is everything ok?!" He yelled into the phone.

"No, Harry was h-hit by a car and he's unc-conscious. Please come" I said.

I told him exactly where we were. I ran back to Harry. I lay next to him as I held onto his hand.

"It's ok Kiddo, We'll be fine." I whispered. I thought about it. For about fifteen minutes or so, "And I promise that... I will stay".

I shut my weary eyes as the soft chirping continued. I will say. I promised it. And I will stick to my word. I will stay.

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I woke up, no longer out in the open, but in the same damned white walled room. I didn't bother sitting up because I knew it would hurt.

As soon as I thought that, I remembered everything that happened that night.

"Harry" I whispered at first before screaming his name, " HARRY. HARRY?!"

"Paige! Paige calm down! He's fine! He's ok!" Alice said as she ran in. She sat beside me as she hugged me. I hugged back, feeling guilty.

"Alice,... I said something bad"

"Like what?"

I told her everything.

She sat there and listened, and nodded.

"I understand" She whispered as she brushed a peice of hair from my face.

I found myself crying. Alice hugged me and rubbed my back as I did. I just don't know what happened. I pulled away as I sniffled.

"Where is he" I asked her quietly.

"In his room".

I nodded. She followed me out the door.

I slowly walked through the halls. I was so unfamiliar with them, but they were decorated quite nicely. I had no idea where I was going, I just hope for the best and followed any hall.

I finally made an abrupt stop infront of of a door that seemed somewhat familiar.

Harry's room.

As I reached for the handle, it began turning. I quickly pulled my hand back, wondering if I would see Harry, but I found myself staring up at the Blonde haired one.

"Hey Niall" I greeted him shyly.

He warmly smiled at me, "Hi Paige"

"I think he needs some medical help" I said as I caught a glimpse of sleeping Harry through the doorway.

"Its ok, I was a Doctor" Niall said, reassuring me.

I was completely surprised, "You are?"

" I was" He said, stretching out 'was'.

He 'was' a Doctor? I kept my mouth shut as he walked away.

I took a deep breath before walking in.