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Love Hurts

Do you ever have that feeling inside you and your heart is beating but it hurts a lot? That could be because someone you loved doesn't care about you like you care about them. I am speaking because this is me now. I could go on and on about how it all happened but I don't want that. This is the worst feeling out there and when you try to move on the only thing you can think about is, what if they come back? What if they realize that I'm the one they truly love? Most of the time that won't happen. I lost my best friend, he wasn't only my best friend but I also fell in love with him, and I realize that after three months of him not talking to me, that he's not coming back to me... But I still have that feeling inside me, I realized that the one I love is the one that doesn't even care. But when you know that they don't care and you still have that feeling inside your chest, you know you love that person... You know that this feeling won't go away and every time you think about "him" or "her" that feeling inside you hurts worse, thats love and love doesn't just go away, love has to be earned... But the wrong person took it from you and you can't get it back, because you love them but they don't care. They could know you like them but do they care about what would happen if they just left you, no because they don't think about what would happen to you, only if thats what makes them happy at that time, they don't think about you they just leave you... They lead you on, they say they care, they say they love you and you say it back. You think "I finally found 'him' or 'her'" but did you really? You could've but for those who don't, you try and rethink what happened and you think your the ones who did something wrong and you blame yourself because you love the other person and you don't want it to be their fault but it is, then after you realize it you try even harder to get over them but it doesn't work... It doesn't work because well... You just simply love that person to much to let them go. You can't beat love, at some point it will drag you down until you hit the bottom, but you can't give up you have to fight your way out of it... Don't love the one who doesn't care and try your very hardest to love the ones who do, there are a lot of people who do... Just look for them.

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Ok so if this book doesn't go well I will delete it but like I said I won't update this very often but I will... Tell me how I did on these becasue I know some of them will be really bad.

-Maddy <3