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The End

Okay so my last day of school is on May 22nd and I am so glad that I only have one freaking week left of the prison they call school. The seniors get our today and I am so sad, I'm really going to cry. I like a senior and I don't know if he thinks I'm cute or not but he looks at me? At the beginning of the year I seen him walk in and hoped he was a Sophomore or a Junior but it turns out that he was a Senior. I never really noticed how long I had and I know it's not going to work out but I'm going to be really sad when he leaves and I can't see him anymore because he's going to college and I'm pretty sure that he's on a sports scholarship because he played basketball. We had an assembly Wednesday for all of the Seniors and celebrating the years that they've been here and I really wished he wasn't leaving this year. I'm really happy that he's graduating though, I hope he is really successful in life and I know that he will be out of my life for good. I just wished we talked a little bit more and I wished that he was a lab aid for my math class and not my SB English class because I could've asked him to help me on a few questions. Life isn't working out for me, I know but I guess I can find a guy my age or at lease ONE grade above me because I don't want this to happen again. I am so scared that it will. I mean I do like a guy my age but I know thats not going to work out either because he's kind of popular and he's too cute for me. I don't want to say anybody's name even though you won't even know him but I have respect not to say his name... My cousin said that it was cute because I like a guy thats way taller than me and I'm tall. I'm about 5'6 1/2 to about 5'7 so I am pretty tall for a girl I guess. I'm not complaining though because I love being taller than most girls so it's okay I guess. I call the Senior #10 because thats what number he was in a fun little game that happened about two or three weeks ago, it was staff vs. students. He doesn't actually have a number but he's on the team so I think he's one of the guys who help the coaches pick the plays and everything for the games, so he must be pretty good to be able to do that. Anyways I decided I should just get all of this off of my chest because I will honestly cry today after school. I haven't even seen him in two days and I just really wished he was here so I could try and 'accidentally' bump into him and maybe he would see if I'm okay. (One of my friends would push me into him on purpose.) It is just so hard to let someone go, especially because you know that it is the end.

-MADISON QUEEN