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I love You Zayn Malik

Okay so if you didn't know then I will tell you. Zayn Malik decided he was leaving One Direction FOR GOOD! I am literally crying in class writing this and I am getting looked at very weirdly but I don't care. I love Zayn and I will respect his decision... I might've went to see him, but I am not anymore. One Direction will still stay together but now there will only be four members in the band... Niall, Harry, Louis, and Liam are still going to be a band together but I know it won't be the same. He said he just wants to relax and have time to himself out of the spotlight just like a normal 22 year old. I don't know if this is true but I miss him so much, I want him back and the band isn't a whole without him. There isn't a fifth person to finish group sayings, the high notes won't be there, group hugs during converts, and most of all Zayn won't be there. I will support him until the day I die and I still have a little hope left... He was handed a spot back in the band and I really hope he takes it. Every fandom stopped what they were doing and supported us, famous viners are supporting us, and I really love that. I need all all the support ever right now sand so does all the Directioners, we lost a part of us and it just hurts knowing that Zayn left. Zayn needs to come back, there have been people cutting and people have been committed suicide and I don't want to see it, it breaks me every time I see that because I know thats not what Zayn would want. We need to stay strong for him and the guys that's continuing the tour for us. It might not be the same and it might not look like they need us... They do, they really need us and we really need them right now. We will all get through this as one. I cried literally on and off all night last night and I had family members laughing about it... Its not funny and I don't appreciate hate for being a Directioner. I am proud to be one and I am really sad about this. Zayn was my second favorite and I just really want to give him a big hug, same with all of the other guys. I have friends that are either Directioners or that is supporting me. I love you guys... I hope it gets a little more better throughout the day, right now its to where I could cry if someone talks about it.

-MADISON QUEEN