Knox (Promises,Promises....1)

Chapter Eighteen

Casey

These 2 months has been hell for me. When I look into the mirror. I see a woman who has been crying for these 2  months continously day and night.

Really I look like a zombie.

I tried to take him out of my system these 2 months but failed miserably. The place Knox had in my heart is irreplacable due to which I took the decision of leaving this new york city and moving into Seattle.

But I know even if I change the city I will be miserable but taking care of me, my friends will also be miserable due to my condition.

The only friend I have is Jina, in this 2 months neither she has gone to a bar or enjoyed an evening, most of the time either she's at her or my apartment with me in it. I really don't know what I would have done without her.

I would have gone mad probably. Or could have done something very stupid also.

I wish I could do something about knox

I HATE YOU . Oh god I love him no one can change it.

My trail of thoughts are suddenly startled by entry of Jina into my apartment.

"Case, case CASE!!!!!!!! Let's celebrate babe."

"Why do we have to celebrate J, did you get a new project."

"No, you are gonna be free from your misery."

Okay now I'm intrigued about her happiness and everything.

"How so J?"

"Your ex got into a freaking deadly accident."

My ex? Is she talking about Knox as I don't have any other ex he is the only option.

This thought freezes blood inside my body.

No that can't happen right?

"Jina are you talking about knox right now?"

"Yes of course I am talking about knox, who else will I be talking about now. I will tell you what happened,.

while we were working in the office we suddenly got an announcement that Knox met with a deadly accident due to which we are given the day off.

So I came to celebrate here with you Case he got the punishment for his doings."

Is she crazy because at this moment I feel she is crazy or else how could she think like that.

Now I need to make some things clear right now at this moment.

"So J, you are telling me Knox met with an accident and you come here to my home with a bottle of champange to celebrate his accident."

"Yes of course, he is a cheater, ruthless bastard who lied to you Case."

"He is not a cheater, he didn't trust me completely which is not his fault it happened due to his situations and I didn't give him time to explain his side.

Then one more thing he never lied to me J about anything he just didn't tell the whole truth."

"So he is not a cheater?"

"No"

"Didn't lie to you?"

"No."

"Do you still love him?"

My tears welled up as I realized that I could never let him go from my life ever.

"Yes."

"But Case, he is in a very critical condition right now, we don't know whether he life come out of it alive or not."

"Even if he dies, before dying he should know that I still love him and will forever. He is the ONE for me."

Then Jina mumbles something like that's the plan, but now I don't have time to ask her what she is talking about.

"I wanna go to the hospital now J ."

I start panicking.

He cannot leave me, he is the only person in the world whom I claim is mine.

"Come on Case, let's go meet your man."

My man, indeed Know was, is and always be my only man. Thinking about that day in the bar I wish if I stayed there longer and heard his side for hiding the truth these all things wouldn't have happened to him.

"That is fate darling."

Oh ok, I get it I said the things out loud but I don't care about any of these other than Knox right now.

He cannot just leave me like this, we have  a life time to spend together.

Thinking about all the memories spent together I rush to the hospital withb Jina.

We enquire in the reception and are instructed to go in the trauma care as we don't know where the trauma care is we are taken to the trauma care by assistance.

Oh God! Will I be able to face him in this condition in the hospital right now.

Taking small steps towards the ICU I leave Jina behind and goes towards the door and stop infront of it.

I see a man holding Knox's arm and crying there.

That must be Beckham Knox's best friend about whom he told me.

Knox, Oh God! He looks thinner and paler than the last time I saw him. Thinking about the whole reason of Knox being in this condition due to me makes me overwhelmed with guilt.

I slowly open the door to the trauma care unit, the sound of the room opening has his friend's attention he looks up atme.

Then slowly moves from the chair near the bed and nods his heads towards the chair so I can sit beside Knox.

This is heart breaking as i sit on the chair I never thought or wanted to see Knox in such a fragile condition like this.

"Knox.". I whisper

Oh God! Don't takin him away from me as he is the only one person now I have in this world.