I don't think anyone will ever be able to search for or understand the meaning of life. What if we are all just being brought here for no apparent reason other than just to explore this new world and enjoy it?
What would you do when you've finally known what the meaning of life is? Not everyone will be happy when they find out the answer for it since every person in this world have a different value and way of thinking so we all won't be able to live for the same reason.
At the end of the day, it doesn't really matter what the meaning of life is. Just do whatever the hell you want even if it's mean to left behind some other things.
Just life freely and enjoy it
Because probably we were all just being brought here for no apparent reason.