Never wished for you (Camren & Norminah)

Chapter 33: damn feelings

How can one day so happy become so dull all of sudden?" Though Lauren looking at sky with a broken heart, also if it was predictable she couldn't help herself but feel like it

She wanted to cry but she knew she couldn't let herself lose

Being with Camila was only to find the happiness for the brown eyed girl not her

However somewhere between the journey she lost it

She lost every bit of self power she had to stay away from Camila

Not even after seeing with Shawn she could think of stop loving her

This love has become a prison that she can't escape from

She still can't believe how the person who made her believe in herself is the one who's breaking her little by little.

Yet she can't stop loving her

All the feelings that she has been feeling and thought maybe also her better half was feeling too was only a mere illusion

"hey Lauren are you OK?" asked a voice behind her, making her pull out from her deep throughs

"Ally " she said quite surprised, because not a lot of people knew about this part of the office building and she was also knew here, so it was quite surprisingly for Lauren

"Yeah that's correct " said Ally moving towards her

"So?"

"Oh yeah, I'm good just a little lost " said Lauren with a little broken tone

"Oh don't sound so good my dear and also your hands are bleeding "she said taking Lauren hands on her

"Oh it's nothing " Lauren tried to excuse herself but Ally stopped her

"No this are some kind of spins if you don't take them off it can cause infection "

"I'll clean it later"

"No let me, I have already done something like that in the past " said Ally making the green eyed girl nodd

Meanwhile camila was having a panic attack realising what she did, not like there was much option left other than trusting her best friends and she believes nothing will happen because at the end her best friend are good people who won't go around telling about Laurens secret.
However camila didn't realise that a lot of people already know about that, because Lauren never hidden herself but the thing which actually crushed the green eyed girl was the way she said it.

"By the way where is she?"asked camila herself

She called her secretary aka Ally but no answer so she called the receptionist, unfortunately there was no news about this two

After what she said, she didn't even had the guts to call Lauren because also if tries to reason herself out that she did nothing wrong, she was feeling guilty because a part of her knows she did wrong

"You called for me?" Said a voice from behind

"Yeah I wanted to ask if you saw Lauren today" Asked camila to Lauren

"Actually I did, she was in your secret place where you go when you are lost and the thing is,she was there because apparently also she was lost, you guys are quit similar "

"Why is she lost?"

"I don't know she didn't say much nor I tried to know more, she already distressed and hurt so I tried to do my job in as much comfortable situation as possible "

"What do you mean hurt?"

"Oh she got some spins in her hand which caused her to bleed, so I just cleaned a little "

"Spins?"as soon as the words left her lips she remembered earlier but before she could really link she was interrupted by knocking in the door.

"Who is it?"

"Lauren Morgado head of management team can I come in?"  Said Lauren with a distance voice leaving camila confused

"Yes?! Ally can you please leave us alone for a second?" Asked Camila and ally nodded leaving them alone

Lauren stepped in Camila's office with an emotionless face

Sometimes when you love someone their few words can hurt more than anything and that's what's happening to Lauren, she knows she can't expect nothing from her yet, every words Camila said is hurting like a way she wish to forget

Camila got up and got to face to face with Lauren asking "hey are you ok?"

"I'm perfect, I came here to give this to you, I wanted to give you before but you were busy "said Lauren handing it to Camila

"Are you sure? You don't look good "replied Camila ignoring the papers focusing on Lauren with a concern look, the brown eyed girl totally in her lost in her feelings was about to touch the raven haired girl cheeks, but as soon as the green eyed girl realised she took a step back like the touch of the girl she loved all this years could burn her

"Like I said earlier I'm fine and before you ask this are the payments papers which you will need tomorrow " said Lauren taking her eyes off from Camila's and ignoring the flash of pain she just caused by her actions

"Lauren..?"

"Hmm " still looking everywhere but Camila

"I need to work see you later " finally said Lauren after a long paused getting away from Camila leaving her shock

A/n

I know it's short but I'm really busy and I don't even have Wi-Fi now, I just transferred from Italy to uk abs it's really stressing and also sorry that I don't reply to comments anymore, it's because most of the time I don't even get it and then I forget about it.
Hope you will understand also I'm not planning to give up on this story
Have a nice day everyone