Author's POV
A girl at the bridge staring and looking at the view in front of her. Her name is
Park y/n, a lonely person who doesn't believe in love and happiness cause she doesn't experience it yet. The only emotion she has is anger and sadness and that is because she experienced too much pain that her heart became a stone and emotionless. Everyone always thinks that she's just being dramatic but no she's not. Everyone hated her, everyone at home and school. She always wanted to dissappear, but it didn't mean that she wanted to die she just don't wanna live.
"The sky is extra beautiful today. Should I jump now?" She thought, staying in her position for a while. She stepped down and walked her way home.
"Can someone just shoot me with a gun? I'll thank that person if someone did" she stated, kicking the rock she saw. Putting her hands on the pocket of her hoodie.
Y/n POV
"Glad you're here, go and wash the dishes there's a lot of chores to do, stop being useless" Mom stated.
"But I still have to do my assignments tomorrow is the deadline and-"
"Why didn't you do it yesterday? You're a college student for god sake and you can't do a simple assignment?"
"It's because you keep ordering me yesterday"
"Oh, so it's my fault?it is my fault that you're so lazy? Do it later and do the chores! This brat" She shouted. I didn't do anything and just followed her orders.
"Oh good you're awake, your brother needs help on his assignments," Mom said early in the morning.
"But I'll be late for school"
"Then do it later is that even a problem?"
"I have to go to the mall later to buy materials for my projects"
"Mall? Project? Stop making excuses you're going to meet your boyfriend aren't you?"
"I don't have a boyfriend how many times do I have to told you that!"
"Stop lying" tired of this situation every day, I head into my room not listening to her. Getting shouted like that, getting suspected of being blamed is a normal thing for me. Should I cry? No, as long as can manage not to cry I won't. For me crying means you're weak and I don't want anyone to see me crying. I want everyone around me to know that I'm a person who's tough.
Walking on my way to school heads down wearing my hoodie.
"Ooohhh the emotionless princess is here," Juyeon said one of my bullies. I didn't look at him nor spare a glance, I didn't speak to them either.
"Emotionless princess is nice but I like ugly duckling better" Nikka laughed. One of the prettiest girls in my school but has the ugliest attitude.
"Stop ignoring us dumbass" and my main bully Younghoon. I passed by, making him pull my hood.
"Let me go," I said uninterested.
"What if I don't want to?" He smirked. I didn't answer him and he let me go.
Going to my seat and sat like nothing happen to lay my head on my desk. Someone threw me a crumpled paper but I didn't care, it's a normal thing for me too.
"Hey let's made a bet. The first one who can make y/n cry wins" Sunwoo said.
"Until when this bet ends?" Kevin asked.
"It is our 2nd sem already so this ends in our 4th sem"
"Tsk easy peasy" Eric boasted.
"Do this bet starts now?" Younghoon asked.
"Yep" with this bet I know that a lot of bad things will happen to me, although my life is already bad let's just say more bad?
Juyeon pulled my hair from the back, I think he's waiting for a reaction from me but nope. I look at him with a bored look, this type of physical pain is nothing to me.
"Come on y/n cry Let us see you cry," Sangyeon said making a face.
"OUR PROFF IS HERE!" Hyunjae came running making Juyeon unhold my hair, while our classmates go to their proper seats. Funny how I'm already a sophomore in college but still get bullied.
"Class dismissed"
Heading to the bathroom to hide from my bullies knowing that they will come at me again specially that they made a bet. It's not like they can make me cry. Almost all of my classmates are rich as fck and I don't even know why they still bully people like me. 15 minutes of staying in the bathroom I finally go out only to be greeted by Younghoon and Chanhee.
"Do you think we don't know that you're hiding here?" Younghoon stated While I just stare at both of them.
"Chanhee call the others, tell them we are at the back of the school" Younghoon then dragged me to the back of the school.
"What the fck do you want" I said
"I just want to make fun of you is that bad?" He said, his friends started to come.
"y/n is here already" Juyeon stated, among all of them Juyeon and Sangyeon are the most violent, Hyunjae, Eric and Kevin are the most playful, Jacob and Changmin dont bully me as much as the others since they have diffrent target, Hanknyeon and Sunwoo is the one who likes betting on people and Younghoon... he dont hit girls but is the most troublemaker of all of them. Instead of hitting me he uses words instead.
"I'll go now" they stopped me by Hanknyeon and Sunwoo blocking my way.
"Y/n i want to win the bet cry for me Hahaha" Kevin said.
"What is the winning prize anyways?" Changmin asked.
"How about the new motorbike?" Hanknyeon statted making the rest smirk. A motorbike just for a bet wow.
"That's not how you can make her cry" Sangyeon kicked my knee making me fell down. But as i said this kind of things cant make me cry, yes it hurts but at home things more cruel like this happened.
"Hey isnt that too much. Watch and learn" Sunwoo crouch down.
"Y/n if you cry for me i'll date you" he shouldered me and smirk, but im not giving him any reaction.
"Woah Sunwoo!" The rest of them hyping Sunwoo.
"My man you must be desperate for the motorbike to say that" Eric said.
"My father won't give me the motorbike so i'll have it myself by this"
"Dont you wanna date me y/n? A lot of girls want me and-" i cutted Sunwoo's words by pushing him and stand up by myself. Walking away from them even though im limping.
"You've been rejected!" I can hear Hyunjae's loud laugh. I didnt notice that Younghoon followed me, he blocked my way and stared at me.
"Can you please stop? Aren't you getting tired?" I asked.
"Nope" he smiled playfully
"You have friends, money a nice familly what more do you want? Your life is the opposite of mine, I dont have anything so stop bothering me im tired of it" pushing him to the side and continued my way, my knees hurt but its not like i can do anything about it.
Younghoon's POV
Im staring at y/n who is walking her way away from us. A nice family, money and friends, Yeah she's right i have all of that. And so? What's her point? She's being so dramatic. She's the type of girl who doesnt give a fck yet its still fun to play with her. Even though we keep teasing her she never shed a tear, its making me wanna see her cry more.
"Younghoon where is she?" Changmin asked.
"She left let her be"
"Y/n why dont you talk to us huh?" Nikka said, then y/n just glared at her.
"Stop glaring at me or i'll poke your eyeballs" Nikka raised her brow. Y/n just rolled her eyes and minded her bussiness.
"How dare you roll your eyes at me?! You know that i can make you dissapear in just a sec right?i heard that your family hates you so much. If that happens your family will hate you more and i'll love to see that happen" Nikka clapped her hands, y/n stand up and left our room. Her family hates her? Oh that's new, maybe thats the reason why she's always quiet, but its not like i care.
"Where did you heard that Nikka? You made her leave" Changmin asked Nikka.
"I dont remember i just heard it somewhere, anyways wanna hang out?" Nikka is really good at rumors and stuff like that.
"Lemme join" Juyeon said backhugging Nikka.
"Sure baby"
"Ewwww" i reacted.
"Bro you got money but you dont have any love life what's the point?" Juyeon teased.
"Whatever jerk, i'll pass"
"Why are you getting yourself in trouble again?" Hyunjae asked.
"Yeah im gonna meet that guy from the other school he's getting on my nerves"
"Instead of getting in trouble just find yourself a girl instead"
" having lovelife is boring, we only live once and its fun being in trouble you know" my life is fun, i never had a serious problem except when our favorite club is close nothing serious.
Not only im rich but im so handsome too that i was falling for myself when i look in the mirror, but i think something is missing, and i dont know what is it. Maybe Juyeon is right i need to find myself a lovelife. With this handsome face of mine i never had a serious relationship since all of them just wants my money and just liked me because im handsome. But no one really loves me for who i am, funny right? I maybe a jerk but i still want a true love.
