Y/n POV
In that two days, all i did was cry. How can he leave me like that? Looking at my phone, by this time i will always recieve message from him saying 'goodmorning' it feels so new that no ones messaging me.
"Noona are you ready?let's go to the funeral, the cab is already here" Minkyu called.
"I'll go down now" opening the door with swelling eyes as all i did was cry, cant even eat my meal properly.
"Noona, you havent eating anything yet do you want to buy food first?"
"No its fine, we're almost there too" i answered, not looking at him.
Stepping out from the cab, i can already see Yanna and her mom crying. Tears falling my eyes, i didnt expect this to happen.
"Unnie, Minkyu you're here" Yanna greeted wiping her tears.
"Hmm we're here" i statted. I looked closely to the coffin, making me fall on the ground and cry while Minkyu is helping me to stand up.
"Younghoon wake up, what are you doing there?why did you leave me like this?" Covering my face with my palm, this is too much, you can take everything from me but not him, this is really too much.
"Y/n..." Younghoon's mom came and pulled me to a hug.
"Y/n... i know how you love my son, it must be really hard for you too, thank you for making him happy" she patted my back making me cry more.
"N-no maam, thank you for giving birth to a guy l-like him"
" i want you to stay strong y/n" i nodded.
To be honest, i dont know how am i supposed to stay strong, he's the one giving me strength.
"Unnie here, Minkyu told me you havent eat anything yet" Yanna sat beside me and gave me the bread.
T-thank you" i opened the bread and took a bite.
"Unnie i think i should give you this" handing me a letter and a red box, i opened the box and its a ring.
"In your anniversary, oppa is supposed to rent a amusement park and propose to you there" tears starting to fall again.
"Oppa is really happy whenever he thinks about you. He said to me that it might look like that he's the one who completed you but no, its the other way. You completed him unnie , thank you for that" Yanna holds my hand.
"Unnie stay strong for oppa, he doesnt want to see you cry like this" i hugged Yanna and continue to sob.
"Talk to you later unnie" she smiled and left, while im left crying.
I weared the ring, Younghoon you idiot why did you leave me if you're going to propose?
Opening the letter, it makes me cry more.
'Dear y/n my love my bae and my baby
I know it looks cringey for you that im going to write a letter like this, its my first time writing a letter so please bare with it. Thank you for always being there for me love, for making me happy everytime. Whenever i see you smile, i cant help but smile too. Always wear that pretty smile of yours okay? I always wanna see that. Sorry for being so possesive too hehe, but bare with me love, im trying not to be jealous that often now. By the time you're reading this you must be wearing the ring now. Y/n i want you to be my wife and the mother of the kids. I want twins but i want to have more kids so i hope you can take it. Ah and dont worry about other people's oppinion you're not born in this world to reach there expectation, you only have to impress me ㅋㅋ. I know that you're not that showy but i know that you love me so much and i love you more for that. Im hoping to receive more kisses in the futute. Im going to make you a letter again once we get married so look forward to it love. I love you so so so much:)
~Younghoon the prince'
Biting my lip to a thin line to stop myself from breaking out. How are we going to get married and have kids when you're not here anymore? I can give you kids as much as you want, i'll shower you with kisses too if thats what you want. I miss you... i miss you so much Younghoon.
Author's POV
Its been 2 weeks after Younghoon's death. Y/n didnt go to school and she's just locking herself in her room.
"Y/n move on! Go back to your senses, do the house chores and stop being useless!!" Her mom knocked loudly, receiving no response.
"Mom, i'll talk to noona" Minkyu statted.
"Noona" Minkyu called calmly.
"Open your door, let's talk noona" just like his mom he didnt receive response.
"Noona im getting worried" opening the door, y/n have a blank expression. Passing by her brother she leaves the house and started walking away.
In that two weeks, y/n didnt talk to anyone, she just keep crying. She's back at it again, breathing but dying inside.
She keeps walking until she reached the bridge where she's always staying before. Recalling the memories, a small smile was seen in her face.
Remembering the day Younghoon thought she was going to jump and pulling her to him, this is also the place where Younghoon confessed his love to her. This place is surely memorable.
Standing near the railings, y/n feels the air. Wearing the ring that Younghoon was supposed to give her when he propose.
"Love, how are you up there? I miss you so much, so so so much. You must be bored" she said smiling.
"Living is no use without you"
"Thank you for everything Younghoon, i know you wont be happy of what im doing. But....."
"Let's be each other's first and last love"
"Wait for me there Love, we will be together again. If you cant come to me... then i'll come to you" and that is her last words before jumping down.
《END》
A/N: the story is finally finsished yay! Sorry for the ending, im sad because of it too hshsh. Sorry if it didnt reach your expectation and for the errors im sorry too.
Thank you so so much for reading this story, i really hoped you enjoyed this story. Thank you again:>>
