Destiel mental hospital

I should never have trusted him

*Next day*

I woke up feeling horrible. My hold body was weak. I tried to move. And I felt my hold body ache. It came up in a second. I throw up right beside my bed. It was hard to stop. It was hard to breathe. Then It stopped I got my phone. I called Gabriel. "Why are you calling me in the middle of the fucking night??" Gabriel said quiet in the phone. So he wouldn't wake Sam up. His boyfriend. "C-can you come" I said really low. So I wouldn't throw up again. It's embarrassing that I need to call him for help, but I can't do it my self. "What's wrong?" Gabriel asked worried. "I..I throw up" I said low. "I am coming, I will be there in 5 minutes" Gabriel said. He hang up. I just laid there.

*A little later*

It banked on the door to my room. He walked in. He smiled to me. But it quickly disappeared then he looked at the floor. "Poor you, what have you eaten?" Gabriel said worried. "I will get some toilet paper" Gabriel said. He cleaned the floor. He washed my face too. "Do you want some water?" Gabriel asked. I nodded. He went to get some water. "Here" Gabriel said and helped me up so I could drink. He rubbed my back. After that I laid down. "You should try to rest" Gabriel said. "C-can you get the phone in my jacket to Sam, so he can see what's wrong with it?" I said slow. "Your new phone??" Gabriel asked shocked. "No no the old one" I said. "You still have that garbage?" Gabriel said. "It's for my patient, so he can play games and call me" I said. "Oh okay I can give it to him, but I can't say he can fix it" Gabriel said. "Thank you" I said. "Can you tell my boss that I won't come for work, and tell her to tell Dean that I will come soon and that I am okay" I said. "But you are not okay?" Gabriel said. "I will be and it's so he won't be worried" I said. "Okay I will" Gabriel said.

Dean's POV

I woke up. It was a normal day. I was waiting for Cas to come. We planned to go out and eat in the park.

*2 hours later*

He haven't come. Suddenly the door opened I hoped it was Cas but it was the lady. She is the one giving me a pill to calm me down or make me less there. I don't like it. She forces me to swallow it. Then cas have been here he have said no. "Where is Castiel?" I asked. I said castiel so she would understand who I was talking about. "He left" she said. "What?" I said confused. I don't understand. "I guess he understood that you are not worth trying to fix" she said. "H-he said that?" I asked hurt. I.. "yeah he won't come back" she said..she put the pills in my mouth. "Swallow" she said. She didn't give me water to swallow. It's so uncomfortable swallowing it. I guess it would happen..I just thought he cared about me..I..I should n-never have trusted him. She hand cuffed me. I looked at her..n-no..n-no.."P-pls don't" I said.. she didn't say something. Forced my hand down and hand cuffed them.. then she went out tears started to fall down my face. I started to cry. I tried to stop but it just came out. I..I let my self fall for him.. I let him in it's all my fault..I should have never let him in..and..the worst part is that I..I actually fell for him..I..I started to l-like him..l-like r-romantically..I..I.. thought m-maybe he like me..B-but he doesn't e-even want to be my f-friend..