Destiel mental hospital

I missed you so much

*one week later*

Cas's POV

Dean was out on a job interview. Gabriel was coming over. I was going to tell him. That I have a boyfriend. Me and Dean have been sleeping in the same bed since we told each other. I love spending time with him. It nocked on the door. I went to open the door. "Hi" I said. Gabriel was there and Sam was too. "I hope it's okay Sam is here too. He didn't wanna be alone" Gabriel said. I could see Gabriel was holding his laughter for Sam's response. "Gabriel!" Sam said. He broke out laughing. "It's okay" I said smiling. I let them in. Gabriel was still laughing. "It's not that funny" Sam said. "What did you want to tell me?" Gabriel asked. "I..I have a boyfriend" I said. Gabriel looked surprised and happy. "Aww my little brother found someone" Gabriel said. "Who is it?" Gabriel said really curious. "Pls tell me, you can't tell me you have a boyfriend and then not tell me who" Gabriel said upset. I didn't get even answer before he said that. "You need to let me talk if I am gonna tell you" I said. "S-sorry" Gabriel said laughing. "Sooo you Gabriel" Sam said to take back at Gabriel. "I didn't ask for your opinion." Gabriel said. Sam smiled. I could see they weren't mad at each other. "It's Dean" I said. "That boy you liked??" Gabriel said excited. "Yes" I said. "Is he coming over?" Gabriel asked. "He lives with me so yes" I said. "I need to have a talk with him" Gabriel said. "It's okay, if you don't scare him off" I said. "I won't" Gabriel said. "Sssuuurree" Sam said to annoy Gabriel. Gabriel pushed Sam. Sam started to laugh.

The door opened. Dean walked in. He took off his jacket. He didn't look at us. Then he looked he stopped. I was confused. It looked like he froze. He wasn't looking at me. I tried to look where he was looking. I ended up on Sam, same with Gabriel. We where both looking at Sam. "Do you know each other?" Gabriel asked. Sam looked at Gabriel. "It's my brother" Sam said. Dean have told me about his relationship with his dad. And that he throw him out. And that he thought his brother would think the same way. Poor Dean. I walked towards Dean. "Dean look at me" I said. He looked at me. "Breathe" I said. I could see him tense up then he saw Sam. That he wasn't breathing properly. He tried to breathe normal. I had my hand on his arm. I was rubbing my thumb back and forth to calm him down. Sam walked towards us. "Can I talk to Dean alone?" Sam asked. He seemed calm it calmed me down. I know Sam, I know he won't hurt Dean. "We will be in the other room" I said and walked to Gabriel. We walked in to the guest room that was the longest away.

Dean's POV

Cas and Gabriel left. It was quite. I was looking down..suddenly Sam hugged me. I.. "I missed you so much..I didn't know If you where okay. You should have called me. I would have come to you, then you where in the mental hospital. Gabriel have told me about you. I know about you hurting your self..I am so sorry for all you have went through. Nobody deserves so much pain and be all alone" Sam said. I had tears in my eyes. I tried to blink them away. I realized I didn't hug him back. He was still hugging me. I hugged him back. "I am bi" Sam said. That made me think of dad. Poor Sam. I didn't want him to be alone.. "d-do you talk to d-dad?" I asked. "Yeah, why?" Sam asked confused. "He..h-he s-said it was s-something wrong w-with me" I said. Sam let go of the hug. "He told you that?" Sam asked. I nodded. Sam looked confused. "He told me that he was okay with it..Is that why you left?" Sam asked. Why would he..maybe it's because he cares more about Sam. "H-he throw me out" I said. Sam looked sad at me. "He said he didn't know what happened then you left. He said at the time that you ran away. But I talked about it with him a few weeks ago. He broke down and said he didn't remember what happened. He knows he said something to you that hurt you. He have been totally sober for a month now. He really had a drinking problem" Sam said. "I.." Sam said. I looked down. Maybe he does still love me.. "I am so sorry" Sam said.

After that Sam and Gabriel left. It felt good to know that Sam cares about me. "Are you okay?" Cas asked worried. I looked at him. We where sitting in the sofa. "Sam told me that my dad doesn't remember throwing me out..that he knows about Sam and Gabriel and is okay with it.." I said. Cas sighed. He hugged me. We went to bed a little after. We where cuddling. "Dean?" Cas said. "Yeah?" I said. "Why do you like me?" Cas asked. "What do you mean? Why wouldn't I?" I said. "You are so out of my league..you are beautiful a-" Cas said. I didn't want him to keep going. "And you are not?? You are stunning so fucking beautiful.. I never felt this way about someone. I..I want to be with you all my life" I said. "Aww I want that too" Cas said and hugged me tight. "You are stunning and so fucking beautiful" Cas said. I smiled. We fell asleep a little after.